From a great site: Altairboy's Chastity Site
Here is the first paragraph:
My husband had adjusted quite well to his CB-3000 since I first started using it three years ago. We got it after I had asked him if his cock ever erected when he looked at other women. He admitted that it did, and I immediately thought it was a bad thing for my husbands cock to erect for any other woman, but me. I just think its best if my husband's cock can't be indiscriminately erecting for any impure thoughts or any sexy woman he happens to see.
See the rest on Altairboy's site at "Keeping a locked husband"
Thursday, June 30, 2005
Going to play again with Mistress Kara
The only response that I got from my ad on craigslist was from Mistress Kara. She is an amazing woman that I have served and played with before. We exchanged emails and I am going to be fortunate to play with her again. I am very happy about that.
I am already back to wearing panties and sissy feminine socks. She has asked for me to keep her informed when I touch and play with my little clitty so that she can get a sense of just how much control she needs to put back in place. I have also been requested to look for real men for her. Very very cool and very very happy.
Here is the ad that I had placed that Mistress Kara responded to:
Looking to be a cuckold again - m4w - 38 (san jose south)
My prior marriage was cuckold based. The last 7 years of my 9 years with my wife, she enjoyed herself with other men while I was monogamous to her. I have been involved in the BDSM scene as well.
I have been debating in my mind since my marriage ended (about two years) on whether or not I wanted to pursue another cuckold based relationship. I had been most recently in a vanilla based relationship that I was hoping would allow me to explore that debate further. With the idea to slowly evolve the relationship towards being a cuckold again.
That sort of evolution is difficult I believe. I am relationship free once again and have decided to explore a relationship from the cuckold side again.
Being a cuckold is complex and at times difficult. It requires a level of trust and communication to be completely successful. I do know that complete success is an ideal, not a goal. That is true even for a vanilla relationship. All relationships will have its ups and downs. My goal is to have the ups greatly out weigh the downs. Something that requires active participant from both sides.
A little bit about me, I am 5'7", good shape, decent build. Have been working in the software industry for about 14 years. For me it is important that my partner and I have common interests and desires beyond the sexual realm (though that is very important).
I live in the Evergreen area of San Jose, big fan of the San Jose Sharks (though I didn't miss it as much as I thought I would last year). Really enjoy laughing, life experience has taught me that life is too short to not be happy. Can't say I am always happy, but I definitely try.
I would love to hear from you.
I am already back to wearing panties and sissy feminine socks. She has asked for me to keep her informed when I touch and play with my little clitty so that she can get a sense of just how much control she needs to put back in place. I have also been requested to look for real men for her. Very very cool and very very happy.
Here is the ad that I had placed that Mistress Kara responded to:
Looking to be a cuckold again - m4w - 38 (san jose south)
My prior marriage was cuckold based. The last 7 years of my 9 years with my wife, she enjoyed herself with other men while I was monogamous to her. I have been involved in the BDSM scene as well.
I have been debating in my mind since my marriage ended (about two years) on whether or not I wanted to pursue another cuckold based relationship. I had been most recently in a vanilla based relationship that I was hoping would allow me to explore that debate further. With the idea to slowly evolve the relationship towards being a cuckold again.
That sort of evolution is difficult I believe. I am relationship free once again and have decided to explore a relationship from the cuckold side again.
Being a cuckold is complex and at times difficult. It requires a level of trust and communication to be completely successful. I do know that complete success is an ideal, not a goal. That is true even for a vanilla relationship. All relationships will have its ups and downs. My goal is to have the ups greatly out weigh the downs. Something that requires active participant from both sides.
A little bit about me, I am 5'7", good shape, decent build. Have been working in the software industry for about 14 years. For me it is important that my partner and I have common interests and desires beyond the sexual realm (though that is very important).
I live in the Evergreen area of San Jose, big fan of the San Jose Sharks (though I didn't miss it as much as I thought I would last year). Really enjoy laughing, life experience has taught me that life is too short to not be happy. Can't say I am always happy, but I definitely try.
I would love to hear from you.
Sunday, June 26, 2005
Found pics of my former wife
While working in my house yesterday, I came across a floppy that had written on it "Pics 4 Sam". Sam being my former wife's name. The wife that enjoyed getting fucked by other men for the last 7 years of our 9 years together. On the floppy was a set of 4 pictures.
Couple of things in the pictures was exciting for me...
I have a huge sock fetish and she was getting fucked bareback. This is the same man from the post My wife with one of her regulars. I did not know that he was fucking my wife bareback, not surprising though... that makes 4 men that I know for sure had the pleasure of fucking my wife bareback, while I was cut off for the last two years.
Couple of things in the pictures was exciting for me...
I have a huge sock fetish and she was getting fucked bareback. This is the same man from the post My wife with one of her regulars. I did not know that he was fucking my wife bareback, not surprising though... that makes 4 men that I know for sure had the pleasure of fucking my wife bareback, while I was cut off for the last two years.
Friday, June 24, 2005
Interesting List
Below is a list that I found on the internet. Some of the ideas are a little extreme for me, but overall a great list.
1. Tease your husband with sex and sexual ideas.
2. Comment on how good other men look to you.
3. Tell your husband you like big dicks.
4. Tell your husband his dick is not big enough for you.
5. Tell your husband your lover/s are much better at sex.
6. Tell your husband he is a wimp.
7. Tell your husband is a fag.
8. Laugh, grin, giggle or shake your head in contempt every time you see your husbands dick.
9. Tell your husband you can't wait to have sex with someone else.
10. Tell your husband you're horny because you have been thinking of some other man.
11. Make your husband watch as you prepare to go out to look for other men.
12. Make your husband watch as you prepare to go out on a date.
13. Take a lot of care when you get ready to go out. Do your self up really good, a long bubble bath, shave your legs, paint your nails, wear perfume and jewelry, do your hair, everything, the whole nine yards.
14. Shave your pussy.
15. Make your husband bathe you, shave your legs and pussy, pick out clothes, jewelry and perfume to get you ready for your lovers.
16. Get a tattoo of a suggestive nature: QOS (Queen of Spades for attracting black men), black snake, "Slut", "Easy" "Robert"( your lovers name) etc. You can get temporary ones too.
17. Wear ankle bracelets. These are a sign that you are available to fuck.
18. Wear ultra sexy, revealing slutty clothing, especially high heels.
19. Don't wear underwear.
20. If you do, wear the skimpiest, sexiest thongs.
21. Flirt heavily with other men at all times, especially in front of your husband.
22. Find, meet and go out with other cheating wives.
23. Form a local cheating wives club.
24. Make your husband give you lots of cash when you go out.
25. Make your husband go out and get a hotel room for you and your lover to use and bring you the key.
26. Make your husband go with you and watch from across the bar/club as you meet, flirt and pick up men.
27. Make your husband drive you and your lover around while you and him make out, suck and fuck in the back seat.
28. Make your husband drive you and your lover to the motel and make your husband sit in the car and wait until you're done, whenever that is.
29. Make your husband go out and find lots of men for you and you pick and choose which ones you like.
30. Make your husband go into a bar/club and tell candidates that you are available for sex.
31. Suck off men under the table in a bar/club.
32. Suck off men in the parking lot or alley.
33. Let men feel you up in public.
34. Let men fuck you in the parking lot, on the hood of your husbands car or in the back seat.
35. Let your husband see, feel and eat your lover's cum that has been deposited in your face, mouth, pussy and ass.
36. Make your husband watch.
37. Deny your husband the privilege of watching.
38. Fuck another man in your bed.
39. Fuck another man while your husband is at work.
40. Fuck another man while your husband is in the next room.
41. Fuck another man, film it and make your husband watch it later.
42. Place your husband in a chastity device.
43. Tie up or otherwise restrain your husband and make him watch while you fuck other men. Consider gagging him too.
44. While your fucking your men and your husband is restrained, call your husband nasty, demeaning names.
45. While your husband watches, always verbally express how good it feels.
46. Do things with other men you wouldn't or haven't done with your husband.
47. Tell your husband all the details of your fucking.
48. Deny your husband the details of your fucking, but let him know your fucking other men.
49. Tell your mature daughters you fuck other men and Daddy likes it.
50. Fuck your husband's boss.
51. Fuck your husband's friends.
52. Fuck black men.
53. Fuck older men.
54. Fuck younger men.
55. Fuck rich men.
56. Fuck bikers, truckers and cops.
57. Tell your husband you'd like to get pregnant by another man.
58. Get pregnant by another man.
59. Suck off a man in front of your husband, and spit his cum into your husband's mouth.
60. Go to XXX adult video booths and suck dicks through glory holes.
61. Make your husband suck your lovers' dick.
62. Make your husband lick your lovers' asshole.
63. Make your husband take your lovers dick up the ass.
64. Make your husband wear women's clothing, make up and a wig.
65. Make your husband clean the house while you're out fucking
other men.
66. Make your husband baby sit your lover's children while you got out with your lover.
67. Make your husband wash and wax your lover's car while you fuck in your bed.
68. Make your husband go to your lover's house and mow, paint, do other chores while you fuck in your bed.
69. Make your husband get a "Cuckold" tattoo.
70. You and your lover escort your husband to the clinic for a vasectomy and you both watch while it is done.
71. Make your husband work more overtime while you go out.
72. Make your husband pick out and pay for gifts for your lovers.
73. Make your husband ask your lovers to fuck you.
74. Make fun of your husbands' dick in front of your lovers and your husband.
75. Deride, insult, and name call your husband in front of him and your lovers.
76. Have your lovers humiliate your husband.
77. Have your lovers slap your husband.
78. Teach your daughters to have sex with your lovers.
79. Teach your daughters to humiliate their father.
80. Go out looking for men with your daughters.
81. Piss on your husband right before you leave for a date.
82. Shit on your husband right before you leave for a date.
83. Deny your husband sex for long periods of time.
84. Deny your husband all sex, even masturbation.
85. Allow your husband only masturbation.
86. Let a big dog fuck your husband.
87. Walk around your house naked but deny your husband sex.
88. Watch porn movies but masturbate but deny your husband sex.
89. Masturbate in front of your husband while you tell him the details of your sex with others.
90. Bring home used condoms and give them to your husband.
91. Wear all jewelry, clothes given to you by your lovers.
92. Have your lover's call you at home and ask for you when your husband answers.
93. Let your lovers use your husband's prize possessions i.e. boat, motorcycle, guns, computers, car/truck, etc. anytime they want.
94. Leave notes for your husband telling him your out on a date and for him to clean the house, wash the car, do chores etc.
95. Call your lovers in front of your husband just to flirt, chat and make dates.
96. Make your husband buy all of your condoms and lube.
97. Make your husband pay for all items and services related to your fucking other men.
98. Make your husband lick out cum from your pussy and ass.
99. Make your husband lick off any pussy juice and cum from your lovers dick.
100. Make your husband suck your lovers' dick into a hard on so your lover can fuck you again.
101. Make your husband guide your lovers' dick into your pussy and ass.
102. Make your husband lie under the bed while you fuck your lovers.
103. Tell your girlfriends your husband is a cuckold and you cheat on him a lot.
104. Tell your mother.
105. Tell HIS mother.
106. Find girlfriends you like to go out with that hate your husband.
107. Make your husband buy you sex toys.
108. When out buying slut clothes, take your husband with you and make it clear to the sales staff that the clothes will be worn for other men, not your husband. Say things like, "Oh! He'll love this!" Or, "Mmm, I know I can pick up a lot guys with that!"
109. Fall in love with another man.
110. Tell your lover you love him in front of your husband.
111. Have a second marriage ceremony with all your closest friends that know you're a slut, remove the ring given to you by your husband and wear the ring given to you by your lover. Make your husband the ring bearer and an usher and leave for a honeymoon financed by your husband. Hell, take the kids.
112. Same as above but leave the kids for hubby to take care of.
113. Take photos and video of your husband sucking dicks and getting assfucked by other men, and then store them securely for future viewing.
1. Tease your husband with sex and sexual ideas.
2. Comment on how good other men look to you.
3. Tell your husband you like big dicks.
4. Tell your husband his dick is not big enough for you.
5. Tell your husband your lover/s are much better at sex.
6. Tell your husband he is a wimp.
7. Tell your husband is a fag.
8. Laugh, grin, giggle or shake your head in contempt every time you see your husbands dick.
9. Tell your husband you can't wait to have sex with someone else.
10. Tell your husband you're horny because you have been thinking of some other man.
11. Make your husband watch as you prepare to go out to look for other men.
12. Make your husband watch as you prepare to go out on a date.
13. Take a lot of care when you get ready to go out. Do your self up really good, a long bubble bath, shave your legs, paint your nails, wear perfume and jewelry, do your hair, everything, the whole nine yards.
14. Shave your pussy.
15. Make your husband bathe you, shave your legs and pussy, pick out clothes, jewelry and perfume to get you ready for your lovers.
16. Get a tattoo of a suggestive nature: QOS (Queen of Spades for attracting black men), black snake, "Slut", "Easy" "Robert"( your lovers name) etc. You can get temporary ones too.
17. Wear ankle bracelets. These are a sign that you are available to fuck.
18. Wear ultra sexy, revealing slutty clothing, especially high heels.
19. Don't wear underwear.
20. If you do, wear the skimpiest, sexiest thongs.
21. Flirt heavily with other men at all times, especially in front of your husband.
22. Find, meet and go out with other cheating wives.
23. Form a local cheating wives club.
24. Make your husband give you lots of cash when you go out.
25. Make your husband go out and get a hotel room for you and your lover to use and bring you the key.
26. Make your husband go with you and watch from across the bar/club as you meet, flirt and pick up men.
27. Make your husband drive you and your lover around while you and him make out, suck and fuck in the back seat.
28. Make your husband drive you and your lover to the motel and make your husband sit in the car and wait until you're done, whenever that is.
29. Make your husband go out and find lots of men for you and you pick and choose which ones you like.
30. Make your husband go into a bar/club and tell candidates that you are available for sex.
31. Suck off men under the table in a bar/club.
32. Suck off men in the parking lot or alley.
33. Let men feel you up in public.
34. Let men fuck you in the parking lot, on the hood of your husbands car or in the back seat.
35. Let your husband see, feel and eat your lover's cum that has been deposited in your face, mouth, pussy and ass.
36. Make your husband watch.
37. Deny your husband the privilege of watching.
38. Fuck another man in your bed.
39. Fuck another man while your husband is at work.
40. Fuck another man while your husband is in the next room.
41. Fuck another man, film it and make your husband watch it later.
42. Place your husband in a chastity device.
43. Tie up or otherwise restrain your husband and make him watch while you fuck other men. Consider gagging him too.
44. While your fucking your men and your husband is restrained, call your husband nasty, demeaning names.
45. While your husband watches, always verbally express how good it feels.
46. Do things with other men you wouldn't or haven't done with your husband.
47. Tell your husband all the details of your fucking.
48. Deny your husband the details of your fucking, but let him know your fucking other men.
49. Tell your mature daughters you fuck other men and Daddy likes it.
50. Fuck your husband's boss.
51. Fuck your husband's friends.
52. Fuck black men.
53. Fuck older men.
54. Fuck younger men.
55. Fuck rich men.
56. Fuck bikers, truckers and cops.
57. Tell your husband you'd like to get pregnant by another man.
58. Get pregnant by another man.
59. Suck off a man in front of your husband, and spit his cum into your husband's mouth.
60. Go to XXX adult video booths and suck dicks through glory holes.
61. Make your husband suck your lovers' dick.
62. Make your husband lick your lovers' asshole.
63. Make your husband take your lovers dick up the ass.
64. Make your husband wear women's clothing, make up and a wig.
65. Make your husband clean the house while you're out fucking
other men.
66. Make your husband baby sit your lover's children while you got out with your lover.
67. Make your husband wash and wax your lover's car while you fuck in your bed.
68. Make your husband go to your lover's house and mow, paint, do other chores while you fuck in your bed.
69. Make your husband get a "Cuckold" tattoo.
70. You and your lover escort your husband to the clinic for a vasectomy and you both watch while it is done.
71. Make your husband work more overtime while you go out.
72. Make your husband pick out and pay for gifts for your lovers.
73. Make your husband ask your lovers to fuck you.
74. Make fun of your husbands' dick in front of your lovers and your husband.
75. Deride, insult, and name call your husband in front of him and your lovers.
76. Have your lovers humiliate your husband.
77. Have your lovers slap your husband.
78. Teach your daughters to have sex with your lovers.
79. Teach your daughters to humiliate their father.
80. Go out looking for men with your daughters.
81. Piss on your husband right before you leave for a date.
82. Shit on your husband right before you leave for a date.
83. Deny your husband sex for long periods of time.
84. Deny your husband all sex, even masturbation.
85. Allow your husband only masturbation.
86. Let a big dog fuck your husband.
87. Walk around your house naked but deny your husband sex.
88. Watch porn movies but masturbate but deny your husband sex.
89. Masturbate in front of your husband while you tell him the details of your sex with others.
90. Bring home used condoms and give them to your husband.
91. Wear all jewelry, clothes given to you by your lovers.
92. Have your lover's call you at home and ask for you when your husband answers.
93. Let your lovers use your husband's prize possessions i.e. boat, motorcycle, guns, computers, car/truck, etc. anytime they want.
94. Leave notes for your husband telling him your out on a date and for him to clean the house, wash the car, do chores etc.
95. Call your lovers in front of your husband just to flirt, chat and make dates.
96. Make your husband buy all of your condoms and lube.
97. Make your husband pay for all items and services related to your fucking other men.
98. Make your husband lick out cum from your pussy and ass.
99. Make your husband lick off any pussy juice and cum from your lovers dick.
100. Make your husband suck your lovers' dick into a hard on so your lover can fuck you again.
101. Make your husband guide your lovers' dick into your pussy and ass.
102. Make your husband lie under the bed while you fuck your lovers.
103. Tell your girlfriends your husband is a cuckold and you cheat on him a lot.
104. Tell your mother.
105. Tell HIS mother.
106. Find girlfriends you like to go out with that hate your husband.
107. Make your husband buy you sex toys.
108. When out buying slut clothes, take your husband with you and make it clear to the sales staff that the clothes will be worn for other men, not your husband. Say things like, "Oh! He'll love this!" Or, "Mmm, I know I can pick up a lot guys with that!"
109. Fall in love with another man.
110. Tell your lover you love him in front of your husband.
111. Have a second marriage ceremony with all your closest friends that know you're a slut, remove the ring given to you by your husband and wear the ring given to you by your lover. Make your husband the ring bearer and an usher and leave for a honeymoon financed by your husband. Hell, take the kids.
112. Same as above but leave the kids for hubby to take care of.
113. Take photos and video of your husband sucking dicks and getting assfucked by other men, and then store them securely for future viewing.
Thursday, June 23, 2005
Great Posting from The Cuckold Forum
One of my favorite sites is "The Cuckold Forum"
Below is a posting from that site:
Wife makes videos with other men but denies me
Has anyone here ended up in a completely different situation than they expected? I always liked the idea of a woman having more than one lover, it is so naughty and erotic. The woman I married was always the sexually promiscuous type. She got into the leather and piercing scene during college, and played the domination game with a lot of her sex-partners. By the time she met me, after college, she had turned much more respectable, at least on the outside, and didn't even suggest taking a lover other than myself. She had removed all of her piercings except for one of her nipples and didn't have any current lovers. After we had been married a couple of years, during which time she would occasionally reminisce about her wild-days, I told her that she was welcome to do whatever she wanted, as long as she made me a video of it for me to watch. It was kind of a joke, but kind of not a joke. I should describe my wife. She's very petite and part Filipino. She has small but deliciously firm tits which she loves to squeeze while she rides a man. Being on top is definitely her thing.
It only took that one suggestion to get her started into her old ways again. She still kept in touch with some of her female friends from school who were still into the lifestyle. At least one of them was willing to share her boyfriend, and it wasn't more than a couple of weeks before she brought me a video of her straddling another cock and getting filled up with his come. When she showed it to me the first time she gave me one of her perfect hand jobs. I came almost instantly and told her I loved the whole thing.
What I didn't expect is that her friends would get her so far back into the lifestyle, or that I would enjoy it so much. One of her friends was into denying and teasing her husband while she fucked other men. When she told my wife about this my wife said it nearly made her come in her pants right then. She says hearing about how her friend would go out and fuck a lover, then come home and tell her husband about it but not allow him to fuck made flames of desire shoot through her from head to toe. So she knew she had to do that to me.
My wife came home from this discussion and asked if I would be willing to fulfill a fantasy of her concerning her sex with other men and I said "sure, what is it?" She said "you'll see".
During the next several months she continued to fuck one of her friend's boyfriends and also found another lover on her own. She continued to video-tape most of these sessions and show them to me while giving me hand-jobs. We were still fucking quite a bit though. One evening she was showing me one of the videos and slowly stroking me cock when she told me that part of her fantasy was not allowing me to fuck her at all for a while. She told me about her friend and her husband and how much he loves his wife fucking other men but not him. She told me that she couldn't think about anything other than that anymore and she wanted to try it out for a while and see if I could handle it. I told her I was willing to do that for a while.
Over the next two months or so I didn't fuck my wife at all. We often made love other ways. Mostly she would sit on my face while she gave me a hand job or had me masturbate, or on occasion give me a blow job. During this time she was coming harder and longer and more often than she every had with me. She told me that the sight of me coming all over my stomach with her hand or my hand instead of fucking her made her hornier than ever. She also loved making me watch a video of her fucking one of her lovers.
At the end of that time we were getting into it one night when she climbed on top of me and slid me inside her again. It was complete heaven for me, but I could tell by the look on her face that something was wrong. I asked and she said that the had been having so much fun not letting me fuck her that she was sorry she put me inside her. She said she wanted this to be the last time I was inside her for a very long time, much longer than just a couple months. And that she wanted to stop giving me blow jobs also. She didn't want me to penetrate her at all for as long as she wished. She was disappointed that she had let me inside her this time and wished she hadn't allowed me to fuck her.
Most of this was not what I expected. I hadn't heard much about women denying their husbands penetration and only fucking other men. But I was having a great time with it and her hand jobs are frigging fantastic. I also didn't believe she would be into this all that long as she usually seemed to tire of new kinds fairly quickly. I filled up her pussy almost immediately and for what's turned out to be the last time in well over a year. She stopped seeing one of her two lovers and then found another man to take his place, but I haven't been back inside her pussy or mouth since then. She shows no signs of tiring of this kink yet and I haven't asked her how long it will be. I love licking her and coming all over my stomach with her hand or my hand, and I love knowing other men are fucking her and filling up her pussy and mouth but I'm not. Part of me actually hopes she never lets me penetrate her again. She still comes much harder and longer than she used to while I lick her, and a lot of the time she will come extra hard when I start to shoot my load all over myself.
Definitely not what I expected when I first told her she could fuck another man. This is much better.
Below is a posting from that site:
Wife makes videos with other men but denies me
Has anyone here ended up in a completely different situation than they expected? I always liked the idea of a woman having more than one lover, it is so naughty and erotic. The woman I married was always the sexually promiscuous type. She got into the leather and piercing scene during college, and played the domination game with a lot of her sex-partners. By the time she met me, after college, she had turned much more respectable, at least on the outside, and didn't even suggest taking a lover other than myself. She had removed all of her piercings except for one of her nipples and didn't have any current lovers. After we had been married a couple of years, during which time she would occasionally reminisce about her wild-days, I told her that she was welcome to do whatever she wanted, as long as she made me a video of it for me to watch. It was kind of a joke, but kind of not a joke. I should describe my wife. She's very petite and part Filipino. She has small but deliciously firm tits which she loves to squeeze while she rides a man. Being on top is definitely her thing.
It only took that one suggestion to get her started into her old ways again. She still kept in touch with some of her female friends from school who were still into the lifestyle. At least one of them was willing to share her boyfriend, and it wasn't more than a couple of weeks before she brought me a video of her straddling another cock and getting filled up with his come. When she showed it to me the first time she gave me one of her perfect hand jobs. I came almost instantly and told her I loved the whole thing.
What I didn't expect is that her friends would get her so far back into the lifestyle, or that I would enjoy it so much. One of her friends was into denying and teasing her husband while she fucked other men. When she told my wife about this my wife said it nearly made her come in her pants right then. She says hearing about how her friend would go out and fuck a lover, then come home and tell her husband about it but not allow him to fuck made flames of desire shoot through her from head to toe. So she knew she had to do that to me.
My wife came home from this discussion and asked if I would be willing to fulfill a fantasy of her concerning her sex with other men and I said "sure, what is it?" She said "you'll see".
During the next several months she continued to fuck one of her friend's boyfriends and also found another lover on her own. She continued to video-tape most of these sessions and show them to me while giving me hand-jobs. We were still fucking quite a bit though. One evening she was showing me one of the videos and slowly stroking me cock when she told me that part of her fantasy was not allowing me to fuck her at all for a while. She told me about her friend and her husband and how much he loves his wife fucking other men but not him. She told me that she couldn't think about anything other than that anymore and she wanted to try it out for a while and see if I could handle it. I told her I was willing to do that for a while.
Over the next two months or so I didn't fuck my wife at all. We often made love other ways. Mostly she would sit on my face while she gave me a hand job or had me masturbate, or on occasion give me a blow job. During this time she was coming harder and longer and more often than she every had with me. She told me that the sight of me coming all over my stomach with her hand or my hand instead of fucking her made her hornier than ever. She also loved making me watch a video of her fucking one of her lovers.
At the end of that time we were getting into it one night when she climbed on top of me and slid me inside her again. It was complete heaven for me, but I could tell by the look on her face that something was wrong. I asked and she said that the had been having so much fun not letting me fuck her that she was sorry she put me inside her. She said she wanted this to be the last time I was inside her for a very long time, much longer than just a couple months. And that she wanted to stop giving me blow jobs also. She didn't want me to penetrate her at all for as long as she wished. She was disappointed that she had let me inside her this time and wished she hadn't allowed me to fuck her.
Most of this was not what I expected. I hadn't heard much about women denying their husbands penetration and only fucking other men. But I was having a great time with it and her hand jobs are frigging fantastic. I also didn't believe she would be into this all that long as she usually seemed to tire of new kinds fairly quickly. I filled up her pussy almost immediately and for what's turned out to be the last time in well over a year. She stopped seeing one of her two lovers and then found another man to take his place, but I haven't been back inside her pussy or mouth since then. She shows no signs of tiring of this kink yet and I haven't asked her how long it will be. I love licking her and coming all over my stomach with her hand or my hand, and I love knowing other men are fucking her and filling up her pussy and mouth but I'm not. Part of me actually hopes she never lets me penetrate her again. She still comes much harder and longer than she used to while I lick her, and a lot of the time she will come extra hard when I start to shoot my load all over myself.
Definitely not what I expected when I first told her she could fuck another man. This is much better.
Monday, June 13, 2005
Looking to be a cuckold again
I am back to being single. The relationship with my girlfriend has come to an end.
I have decided to search for another cuckold based relationship for the next couple of months. I found an interesting post via craigslist.org.
Here is the post and my "slightly editted" response. Unfortunately the ad had already expired.
Cuckold or Hotwife relationship? - w4m
Very attractive, strong, independant woman, looking to explore this aspect of her sexuality with a secure partner who will remain monogamous to her. If this sort of relationship would appeal to you, please email with your pic and any information you think I would be interested in, and I will reply in kind. I am interested in something long term, and not interested in finding any bulls/studs at this time. Married men please click your back button, I am not interested.
My response (including a vanilla photo of me):
Hello,
It is always interesting to see a personal posting on Craigslist that involves cuckolding.
My prior marriage was cuckold based. The last 7 years of my 9 years with my wife, she enjoyed herself with other men while I was monogamous to her. As my email address shows, I have been involved in the BDSM scene as well. All part of being kinky. :)
I have been debating in my mind since my marriage ended (about two years) on whether or not I wanted to pursue another cuckold based relationship. I had been most recently in a vanilla based relationship that I was hoping would allow me to explore that debate further. With the idea to slowly evolve the relationship towards being a cuckold again.
That sort of evolution is difficult I believe. I am relationship free once again and have decided to explore a relationship from the cuckold side again.
Being a cuckold is complex and at times difficult. It requires a level of trust and communication to be completely successful. I do know that complete success is an ideal, not a goal. That is true even for a vanilla relationship. All relationships will have its ups and downs. My goal is to have the ups greatly out weigh the downs. Something that requires active participant from both sides.
A little bit about me, I am 5'7", good shape, decent build. Have been working in the XXXXXXX industry for about 14 years. First and foremost for me is that my partner and I have common interests and desires beyond the sexual realm (though that is important as well).
I live in XXXXXX (XXXXX area), big fan of the NHL and the XXXXXX (though I didn't miss it as much as I thought I would last year). Really enjoy laughing, life experience has taught me that life is too short to not be happy. Can't say I am always happy, but I definitely try.
I would love to hear from you. Good luck in your search in either case.
Tim
I have decided to search for another cuckold based relationship for the next couple of months. I found an interesting post via craigslist.org.
Here is the post and my "slightly editted" response. Unfortunately the ad had already expired.
Cuckold or Hotwife relationship? - w4m
Very attractive, strong, independant woman, looking to explore this aspect of her sexuality with a secure partner who will remain monogamous to her. If this sort of relationship would appeal to you, please email with your pic and any information you think I would be interested in, and I will reply in kind. I am interested in something long term, and not interested in finding any bulls/studs at this time. Married men please click your back button, I am not interested.
My response (including a vanilla photo of me):
Hello,
It is always interesting to see a personal posting on Craigslist that involves cuckolding.
My prior marriage was cuckold based. The last 7 years of my 9 years with my wife, she enjoyed herself with other men while I was monogamous to her. As my email address shows, I have been involved in the BDSM scene as well. All part of being kinky. :)
I have been debating in my mind since my marriage ended (about two years) on whether or not I wanted to pursue another cuckold based relationship. I had been most recently in a vanilla based relationship that I was hoping would allow me to explore that debate further. With the idea to slowly evolve the relationship towards being a cuckold again.
That sort of evolution is difficult I believe. I am relationship free once again and have decided to explore a relationship from the cuckold side again.
Being a cuckold is complex and at times difficult. It requires a level of trust and communication to be completely successful. I do know that complete success is an ideal, not a goal. That is true even for a vanilla relationship. All relationships will have its ups and downs. My goal is to have the ups greatly out weigh the downs. Something that requires active participant from both sides.
A little bit about me, I am 5'7", good shape, decent build. Have been working in the XXXXXXX industry for about 14 years. First and foremost for me is that my partner and I have common interests and desires beyond the sexual realm (though that is important as well).
I live in XXXXXX (XXXXX area), big fan of the NHL and the XXXXXX (though I didn't miss it as much as I thought I would last year). Really enjoy laughing, life experience has taught me that life is too short to not be happy. Can't say I am always happy, but I definitely try.
I would love to hear from you. Good luck in your search in either case.
Tim
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