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No more updates will be appearing for the forseeable future. This part of my life is over.

Cuckold Forum

Recently found what looks to be an active and good discussion board about cuckolding: Cuckold Forum

Enjoy!

Interesting Find

I was recently reviewing what terms people are using to find my blog via google analytics. In doing my research, I found my cuckold ad being used by somebody else.

Does that bother me? Not at all! In fact, I am guessing it might be from a reader of my blog. If you are out there, I would love to hear if it was successful for you or not.

Cuckold/sub services offered to female.
Reply to: pers-185959042@craigslist.org
Date: 2006-07-24, 11:55PM

Early 40s white male, fit, well built, intelligent, articulate, clean and safe seeks to serve a similiar married or single dating female in a reverse cuckold situation. Older female/couple very welcome. Essentially all the normal duties of a cuckold husband, assistance prior to, during and after a date. I'm a service oriented submissive so am available/offering certain types of cleaning, domestic service, house boy, personal assistant, massage, your personal maintenance and so forth. I would very much prefer an ongoing longer term arrangement. Serious only please. This is not something offered lightheartedly. I am very sincere and genuine.
Photos, additional information, bio etc available per your request.

Original URL: http://albuquerque.craigslist.org/m4w/185959042.html

Once again, here is a link to my ad if you want to compare and contrast: original ad as written with help from Ms.MacComb.

Socks III

Until some significant cuckold based personal news occur or i find good material elsewhere... here is another picture of a beautiful woman (Heidi Klum) in socks.

The Cuckold Bedroom

I have lived this experience and truly desire to live it again. Anybody fortunate to live it now?

Reason I have never worn boxers

Read Stop bothering me/us Part II on PunishedCuckoldHusbands.

My little penis would always end up poking thru the fly. When home, I am typically nude, but the moments I do want to be a little modest. I would slip on a pair of underwear.

Boxers do not provide me any modesty, my little penis ends up poking thru the fly, trying to be seen, trying to be recognized as a cock... but ultimately is just a little penis. Cute, but little.

Response to my Ad

I am encouraged in my search to be a cuckold again. I have gotten a real response from a woman local to me to my craigslist ad.

Very intriguing woman

We chatted via Yahoo Messenger for quite a while. Describing each others desires both kinky and vanilla. Getting to know each other, a very pleasant conversation.

Unfortunately she asked the question about my height... she had asked previously if I was attached to my facial hair (which I am not), but I can't change my height. So that was a deal breaker for her. She is 5'7", while I am 5'6". She said she knows it is shallow but her submissive needs to be taller than her. I can understand and appreciate her decision. It sucks that she and I won't get a chance to see if we connect on other levels simply due to my height.

But that is her choice. The search will continue.

Ruined Orgasms Redux (blog)

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Receiving Oral Sex

helpmate hubby asked me the following question:

Do you ever miss her giving you oral sex?

My answer:

God yes i did. i had never been able to orgasm while a woman was sucking my little penis.

That initially really bothered my wife when we first started to date so she tried very hard. But was never successful.

Many years later after i had become her cuckold and she had a lover living with us. She tried again.

It was absolutely mind blowing. She was finally successful. i don't believe i have ever felt anything like orgasming while being sucked.

Right after she had swallowed my little sissy load, she went into her lover's bedroom and proceeded to do the same with him.

That was the last time she ever sucked my little penis. Months later i asked if it was because she wanted my first time orgasming in her mouth to be the last time i ever got to feel her mouth on me...

She just smiled and said "of course"

That was probably close to 6 years ago. The last time my little penis was sucked by a woman... and i miss it every day. It both excites and humiliates me (cuckold paradox) that there are many men that have their cocks sucked on a regular if not daily basis. Feeling themselves orgasming into a woman's mouth. Something that is not for me.

Socks

I am working on a new post so until I finish enjoy this picture of a woman in socks.

btw: it has been 12 days since my last orgasm. Due to the amount of stroking that I have done so far today, my balls are really aching (blue balls). I hope to go at least 14 days though before orgasming.

Out of Town

Will be back later this week. Look for a new "cuckold" based posting either Thursday or Friday.

Ruined Orgasms (blog)

When Mistress Tells..and the myth of ruined orgasms post from Owned by Mistress Rachel is a good one.

My body and mind is just craving to be under the control of a woman. To be teased, to be tortured, to beg, to serve, and to submit to her desire...

While at the same time i am begging for an orgasm, my mind and body's single purpose is to please my Mistress and to provide her orgasms or any other activities that will bring her satisfaction as often and frequently as she desires or craves.

i haven't been exposed to "ruined orgasms" in the past, but i think i would agree with the writer of the post. Any orgasm is a great thing, ruined or not.

As a cuckold kept in chastity, kept in denial... any type of orgasm would be appreciated and thanked to my Mistress.

Cuckold Discussion on FLR Board

Update 3/22/11: Unfortunately the below forum is gone.

i have recently found and started to read a great forum called Female Led Relationships.

i wanted to highlight the discussion around "cuckolding".
Enjoy!!

http://www.female-led-relationships.com/forum/index.php?topic=28.0

Orgasm via Masturbation

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Ad That I Reponded To

Here is an ad that I responded to via craigslist.org. The ad is intense, it would be interesting to chat with her about it.

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Looking for a submissive cuckold man who knows his place - w4m

Is at my feet. Massage my feet while I watch TV. If you are good you can suck my toes. A few times a week I'll expect to be woken up with your mouth on my clit. Lick me until I cum then thank me for the priveledge. On very special occasions I'll let you lick and suck on my asshole. A plus for guys who appreciate my golden nectar. In the middle of the night if I have a full bladder I want your mouth on me in an instant to act as my toilet so I don't have to walk to the bathroom. You will drink every drop I give you and be thankfull for it.

As a cuckold you will expect and want me to service other men. I have several men I am fucking regularly and when I come home from a night of partying my pussy will usually have at least one very large sperm load in it. Instead of taking a shower I expect you to clean me with your mouth. You will lick up any cum that may have dripped onto my panties and lick the cum off my pussy lips. Then I will expect to feel your mouth sucking my hole to get any sperm out still inside me. One of my lovers cums like a fire hydrant so you can expect to get your fill of protein.

And one of the reasons I am posting this ad is once you and I have established our cuckold/slave master relationship I will be going off birth control and will be getting pregnant shortly after by one of the guys I am fucking. The baby will be bi-racial (the father will be black) and you will be happy about this. You will know your duty is to take care of me when I am pregnant and of the child after he or she is born. I expect you to babysit in the evenings while I am out trying to put another bun in my oven. I want to have 3 children before I am 30 and each time I am pregnant I expect you to massage me and my growng belly nightly. After the impregnaton I also expect you to write a letter to the Father of my child thanking him for his sperm and assuring him you will happily raise his child. You should also include a check for a few hundred dollars as just a small token of your appreciation. I also expect you to thank him for filling me with his seed so that I could allow you to lick it out of me.

I am young but I am experienced with this lifestyle. If you have no clue what I am talking about or think I am out of my mind then you should have quit reading with the first sentence -- and any emails to me criticizing me or preaching to me will be summarily deleted without being read. This post is for the true cuckold. the cuckold who probably ha sa little experience but is definately commited to this lifestyle. It is not for the poser or the fantasizer. It is for the man of action who knows his place is to submit to me. If this is you read on.

You don't have to be rich but you should have a decent job - you will be raising my children afterall. I am actually pretty good looking if I do say so myself. When I wear a short skirt and blouse heads do turn. However, I do not expect you to be good looking. I am not getting with you for your looks. You can be 60, balding and weigh 400 pounds - but if you meet all my requirements you will do just fine. I am looking for a man of uncommon obedience and submissive. A type of man who will gladly go without sleep even though he has to work in the morning just because I gave him permission to suck my toes all night. A type of man who thinks my piss tastes like the finest champagne money can buy and will be extremely dissapointed if I were to waste itby flushing it dwn the toilet. A man who will adore my children because they are a part of me and came out of my body.

If you think this might be you email me and we can go from there. I do not need to see a picture of you. I do not care what you look like or how big or small your dinky do is. I do care about your enthusiasm to my endeavor and you know how to please a mistress.

Corner Time

i was given "corner time" a couple of times due to breaking a rule while i was serving Master Oak via online.

First time was for an hour, standing with my nose pressed up against the wall.



The second time was for 10 minutes, kneeling with four clothes pin on my little balls.



Both times i found corner time to be very intense. Being in the corner caused me to think about my servitude, my submission, what i value in it and to re-make the committment to my owner and to myself to be submissive as my body and mind require of me.

Stroking...

Since my post about Orgasms (Lack of Privacy), i have been finding myself every night stroking my little penis.

i have yet to orgasm but i am finding myself constantly touching my self.

The post called Orgasms on Her househusband's life is simply amazing. i can't help looking at that picture. Imagining it was me, feeling my Mistress's hand on me. Desperately wanting to orgasm, but not being allowed to. Begging but being told that i should be grateful just to feel her hand and i will NOT be feeling the pleasure of an orgasm.

Orgasms being her pleasure, her privledge, and she will need to feel many many more before she will even start to think about my next one.

Response I got from my ad

Here is a response that I got from my ad.

Enjoy! I have replied back to her so we shall see where it goes. I am always hopeful...

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hello...

i love what you had to say...however, i wish to be clear - My desire is to become a SLUTWIFE! If you're not sure that this is for you, or that my look isn't for you, please move on!

In any case, I'm college educated, have worked in the public sector most of my working career, and at the moment on a very much needed sabbatical. I was born and raised in the Bay Area, and reside in XXXXXX (X'ed out to preserve privacy). I love travel whereever and to explore the bayarea. I movie nut and news addict. But, most of all, I'm a true freak - if I could fuck everyday, several times a day...it would be awesome! I love multiple sessions with men...and I'm dying for a multiple white man gang bang. I know that you may have heard/read those stories of cuckold husband constantly setting up fuckparties for his wife or getting her to fuck his bosses, at their house, while he is hard at work - that kind of shit turns me on...

Well...get back to me with your pic and number...should you wish to continue

Chastity Conversation (blog)

Update: Unfortunately the below blog is no longer in existence. I have been trying to find the posting and will continue to search for it.

i had an enjoyable conversation about chastity on the blog A Peek Inside of My Mind.

You can read it at: Chastity on My Mind

Birthday Jar (story)

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Orgasms (Lack of Privacy)

I had talked about the cuckold's lack of privacy previously.

One of the purposes of my blog is to be more open and honest to the world about my desires and thoughts. If I am fortunate to either be owned again or a cuckold, I want to use this blog to document my experience.

In the meantime, I can start now.

I will be documenting my orgasms on the blog. The date, the time, what material I was using (reading or watching).

Any other ideas from the readers of this blog?

Denial of Intercourse and the cuckold

Go read the great post called Cuckoldress denying hubbie sex question on the wonderful PunishedCuckoldHusband blog.

If J.J. isn't up for the concept and idea... I am! :)

Of course a relationship is so much more than just intercourse (in this case lack of for the cuckold), but this is something that does intrigue me.

I have been in a couple of relationships where my opportunities for intercourse were very limited to complete denied.

Having that "craving", that desire for intercourse every single day... with also the knowledge that it isn't for me. That my place in the relationship does not allow or require it.

To have limited opportunities, when my Mistress believes I have started to accept my position and stop desiring/craving, to give me a reminder and to bring that level of frustrating desire back into my being.

The analogy that Ms. MacComb describes it perfectly:

Maybe think of it like this. You have two options (an example) one is a lifetime of great steaks but you have to eat them alone, the other is you never eat steak again but are with someone. The second portion means you can eat fish, chicken, etc, just no steak. So you could pass on this offer and be alone and lonely for the rest of your life or you could accept the offer and have a life time of sharing with a wonderful lady but will never get your dick inside her.

I would like the opportunity to make such a decision. I believe I know the answer...

Socks

I have a couple of new entries that I am working on. In the mean time, enjoy this picture.

btw: I have a huge sock fetish, I find women in socks very very sexy...

Watch or Wait

Roughly a week ago I posed a question to the readers of this blog. Here is my thoughts and opinions on the topic. My thoughts are cuckold based, I would love to hear from the woman's and other man's perspective.

Here is the topic:

What are your thoughts around a cuckold watching his wife get fucked vs staying at home and waiting? Do you have preference? Does one provided more satisfaction to the wife? To the cuckold? To the other man? I know many of you are thinking "it depends", if so, depends on what?

I believe watch vs wait question is best answered with a mixture of both.

Being a cuckold is all about the paradox, the sexual desire to be with the woman in your life and the denial of such activities. Helping to prepare her to meet another man and knowing that he will be undressing her. Wanting to be the one that brings her to sexual heaven and knowing that you don't have the ability.

The same applies to watching or waiting at home.

Watching is simply amazing and intense. Seeing her in pleasure, watching her body, seeing her in ways I have never been able to provide to her.

Waiting allows my imagination, my mind to race. Realizing as I am cleaning, doing the wash, or simply sitting on the couch... the woman in my life is feeling a man's cock slide into her, watching each others face as that union takes place.

My former experience with the cuckold lifestyle, consisted of me waiting at home almost exclusively. Ideally I would have liked to watch more, but that just wasn't to be with her.

One of my fondess memories is being in bed in nothing but panties and sissy feminine socks. Hearing my wife come into the house. Feel her body next to mine as she slid into bed. Her hand fondling my little penis as she told me about her night. My entire body on fire, my mind racing hearing the story from her, her hand rubbing on me. My body wanting to orgasm, trying hard not to beg... My wife expertly managing me, bring me to the edge, but not over.

And with the end of the story, a kiss on the lips, removal of her hand and to sleep she goes. Leaving me and my little penis hard and frustrated (with a big smile on face).

That sort of experience would not have possible if I watched every time. The mixture of watching vs waiting caused me to constantly think about it, to constantly hope that this encounter I might be allowed to watch. To not be in control, to be a active passive observer. It truly caused my sexual focus to be on her and not me. As I believe it should be.

I would love feedback both on my thoughts as well as writing style that anybody might have. One of the goals for me with the blog is to be able to articulate my thoughts better as well as to try to be clear with my thoughts in my own head. Any and all feedback will be appreciated.

Prostate Massage and Milking (blog)

Here is a posting from Mistress Nahemah's Journal:

Chastity and orgasm denial has always been a favorite subject of Mine, and art's as well. I've heard it said so many times that the way to prevent prostate cancer in boys that are in long-term enforced chastity is to milk them.

Read the rest of the posting at: "http://mistressnahemah.blogspot.com/2006/06/prostate-massage-and-milking.html">Prostate Massage and Milking (Link is no longer valid)

Update 3/21/11: I believe I have found the article as shown below since the link to the blog is no longer valid.

CONDITIONING: Once a week, over a period of three months, the sole sexual relief for the male should be through his being “Milked.” The procedure used is aimed at allowing him only the weakest muscle contractions as he reaches orgasm. Unless the slave is properly conditioned, he is likely to seek ways to increase his pleasure during the procedure. He will begin to clench certain muscles at the proper moment, thereby having stronger contractions and a more pleasurable orgasm. To acquire the ritual items, have the slave purchase all of the “Milking Equipment” and a well-finished box for storage. The box can be a nice locking tea caddy found at furniture stores in most malls.

He should then be ordered to keep the box and its contents in a place of honor. Perhaps his Mistress would like him to maintain a votive candle burning in front of it at all times. Or, she might like him to purchase an expensive silk cloth as a cover for the box. A chair (or ceiling hook – if you like your slave suspended on tip-toes) or other place should be established as the “Milking Place.” It should be used exclusively for this procedure. You want the subject to acquire strong association with the place and the equipment. The Mistress should wear one rubber glove on her “Milking Hand, during the process. By sight and the smell of the rubber, he will mentally unite the glove with the act of having an unsatisfying orgasm. After he is fully conditioned, when he is restrained in the “Milking Place” the mere act of the Mistress placing the glove on her hand may cause him to dribble out his slime. During conditioning there should be an established “Milking Time.” This should be the same day of the week, and hour of the day. The slave’s reflexes thereby are trained by his anticipation as the time draws near. He knows what is to transpire, and learns to produce that which his Mistress expects and desires.

MILKING: At the appointed “Milking Time” the slave is instructed to prepare the “Milking Place” and to present Mistress with the box containing the “Milking Equipment.” It is important that she use these terms, strengthening his association with them, and the procedure. He is then to assume a proper kneeling position and offer the box to his Mistress. She should delay accepting it until, under questioning as to his desires, the slave states, “Please Mistress, may I be Milked?” The Mistress should then announce that it would give her great pleasure to have his slime only trickle out of his organ. “Will you assist in accomplishing that, slave?” she asks. He agrees. She then tells him that if he has a strong orgasm, she will be most displeased. He agrees to make her happy. She then takes the box from his outstretched hands. Unlocking it she removes the wrist restraints and other bindings. She hands them to the slave and orders that he go and await her at the “Milking Place.” He is to kneel there and meditate on how he will assist in seeing that the “Milking” is the type desired to bring pleasure to his Mistress, not to him. After a proper delay, the Mistress enters the “Milking Place” and secures the slave. She then applies the restrictive device (ropes or strap) to his organ.

It is important that the restriction be rather secure around the root of the organ. You want to prevent semen from flowing up his urethra as much as possible. She does not rush any of this, rather takes her time and sees that she does it the same way each time. When he is fully restrained the glove is removed from the box. Mistress does this with great respect, as if the item is to be revered. Mistress can wear some special lingerie each time she performs the “Milking.” Reverently laying the glove atop his erection, she leaves to put on her special clothing. This puts the restrained slave alone with all of the physical items for his “Milking”. He is left there for several minutes, his anticipation building the entire time. Mistress returns, dons the glove, and begins the slow methodical “Milking”.

No lubrication is used, and the glove is not allowed to slide over the organ. At the first twitch, pulsation, or other indication of approaching orgasm, she quickly removes her hand. She does not resume the almost mechanical “Milking” for a full minute. Sixty seconds is a long time when excitement is high. It is, however, necessary to wait out the full time prior to resumption. This same routine is carried out again and again, ceasing each time that there is the slightest muscle twitch observed or suspected. During the sixty seconds that the “Milking” is not taking place, the Mistress should tell the slave how well he is doing, how much pleasure she will get from his having a dribble orgasm, how displeased she will be if he has strong contractions, how he must relax and not do anything to spoil her pleasure, etc. This, in conditioning terms, is the reinforcement stage. The grand finale is a little squirt from the cock slit, followed by his slime slowly oozing out. While this is occurring Mistress should again give positive reinforcement. Tell him that what is happening is what Mistress wanted, that it gives her great pleasure, that he is a good slave to please her, that once he is fully trained (I’d avoid telling him that he is being conditioned) he will be rewarded with a full orgasm on occasion. Tell him that before he can return to having full orgasms he must be completely trained in being “Milked.” Tell him that when he reaches the stage that his being “Milked” produces consistently “deliciously unsatisfying” orgasms, Mistress will consider a reward.

Pushing the Envelope (blog)

Interesting and correct post called Pushing the Envelope from On Female Dominance of the male blog. Great job saratoga!!

Enjoy!

Women That Enjoy Having A Cuckold

I haven't had success with my ad yet. I ended up posting it on craigslist.org, alt.com, collarme.com, and clubsissy.com.

I know they exists and will continue my search.

I did exchange emails with a wonderful woman in San Diego area that is looking for a cuckold.

Here is her email to me:

Aren't you sweet, adding Me to your admirers list. I prefer a photo to start. I'm very serious about My search for a cuckold ltr leading to marriage (if he would be so lucky for Me to decide that). I simply dislike wasting time if I know I'm not going to hold a physical attraction to My future cuck. I know that sounds strange since I'm only going to allow him access once within the relationship but I do love the power trip of having a gorgoeus cucky husband the type any other woman would die to have in their bed yet he's loyal to Me and makes a comittment to Me knowing his place in My life. Mmmm i can explain further if I like what I see.

The part that is interesting, exciting, and scary to me is "only going to allow him access once within the relationship"

I miss feeling that level of committment. I miss desiring to be everything to the woman I love, but knowing and being reminded daily that I can't and won't ever be.

The search will continue.

Woman Rules Roost (blog)

Woman Rules Roost is a favorite new blog of mine. The wife and husband have a lifestyle/situation that I am ideally looking for.

Woman Rules Roost

About: When does a woman grab the reins of authority and become the decision maker in all things? When her husband, whom she deeply loves, says that this is a key to his happiness. Thus I start my journey into the world of female authority. I do not know if I can adapt to the role of superior female with all that means to our household and sexual lives. But I will try my best. I transcribe my experiences here, and ask for help from other women who have travelled this path before me.

Introduce Her To Your Kinky Side (article)

One of the biggest challenges in my mind is for a submissive male to inform his "vanilla" partner of the fact that he is a kinky submissive male.

Check out this article from AskMen.com that gives some suggestions: Introduce Her To Your Kinky Side

What do you think? Does the article make sense? Think the ideas would work?

Conversation my former Mistress had with a Bull

Unfortunately my servitude with her ended prior to me experiencing some of what she talked about. Mistress Kara and I do still chat. I am not sure if she and i would play again, but she is a wonderful amazing woman!!

here is an IM exchange from a bull that she sent me via e-mail.

Bull: Hi
Bull: my pleasure
Mistress Kara: you found my e-mail where?
Bull: FMSB
Mistress Kara: have you seen my sissy slaves website?
Bull: no, I haven't
Mistress Kara: http://slavetimmi.dns2go.com

Mistress Kara: He serves me
Mistress Kara: you can see one of the bulls we've had play
with us
Bull: where are they located on the site
Mistress Kara: under "other men" I think it is?
Bull: timmi isnt very well hung is he?
Mistress Kara: lol....no, but then....that is not his
purpose
Mistress Kara: bulls are for that purpose?
Mistress Kara: how well hung are you?
Bull: I have a few pics on my profile. I am 7+
inches and very very thick
Bull: big balls and large loads
Mistress Kara: Do you have pics of yourself?
Mistress Kara: or just your cock
Bull: they are of me on my profile
Bull: oh, I have a face g rated pic too
Bull: do you have any of you?
Mistress Kara: not at work
Mistress Kara: You can send me one if you like. But
sweetie, you are in Sac
Mistress Kara: that is not near here.
Bull: I travel all over Nor Cal and especially the
Bay Area on business
Bull: I am in the Bay area every week,
Mistress Kara: gotcha.
Mistress Kara: well, can't remember if it says I'm a BBW on
my profile, but you are okay with that?
Bull: can you tell me what you would like to
happen What excites you?
Bull: Yes, its not about the size for me but the
fun
Mistress Kara: have you played with other cuckold couples?
Bull: not that were advertised as cuckold, haha
but the first couple I was ever with I played with
them for over 2 yrs and shortly after we started
playing i found out he liked to lick her clean after.
He also loved knowing she was with me when he was out
of town on business
Mistress Kara: hold on...phone
Bull: k
Mistress Kara: back....
Mistress Kara: okay, yes...classic cuckold couple
Mistress Kara: we are a bit different since timmi actually
is my sub
Mistress Kara: submissive.
Mistress Kara: We do not live together
Mistress Kara: and play on average once a month
Mistress Kara: sometime twice
Mistress Kara: Personally I have a long term boyfriend, that
I love very much....and we have a don't ask don't tell
policy about playing with other people
Mistress Kara: timmi on the other hand, only serves me and
loves being a cuckold. I keep in chasitity most of
the time and currently has not been allowed to have an
orgasm in close to 68 days, to date.
Bull: How do you play with timmi when you are not
with another guy? What does he do to please you or you
to Dom him?
Bull: Does he enjoy licking cum from your body? Do
you allow him that?
Mistress Kara: Well, I haven't had him do that yet, only
because I don't want him ingesting the cum of someone
we don't neccessarily know is safe.
Mistress Kara: I would love to be there, but I don't fuck
without condoms and what I wouldn't allow in my body
goes for him too.
Mistress Kara: I can make him smear his face in it
Mistress Kara: And it is a great desire of mine to make him
eat another mans cum
Mistress Kara: it's just we need to find a safe way to do
it.
Bull: has he eaten you boyfriends?
Mistress Kara: no, my boyfriend does not play with us....
Bull: The first time Ken tasted mine I found out
by chance
Mistress Kara: by chance?
Bull: I went down the hall to shower after playing
and cumming inside Denise, and I realized that after I
came back from the shower I would have to walk back to
the room nude to get my clothes and get dressed. I
thought it might be a little awkward. I had already
started the water and was waiting for it to warm up,
Bull: so I went back into their bedroom and he was
lying on his back and she was squatting over him
Bull: They tried to explain that he wasnt bi etc.
Bull: I told them no problem and it looked sexy to
see it.
Bull: She loved the power she had to tease him and
make him clean her
Mistress Kara: it is very erotic
Mistress Kara: timmi likes to keep me warm and wet while I
take breaks with bulls
Bull: his favorite was to do 69 with her while I
fucked her from behind
Bull: what do you do while taking a break,
Bull: what is he doing?
Mistress Kara: got his head between my legs, keeping me warm
and wet
Mistress Kara: his only role is to watch and help us have
fun
Mistress Kara: he'll suck your cock if you will allow him
Mistress Kara: lick your balls
Mistress Kara: rub your feet
Mistress Kara: you are the "real" man in this
situation....he is only there is serve and please..
Bull: it doesnt bother me eitherway if he does or
doesn't its more if you want him to that excites me.
If it is something you want to see him or make him do
than its ok with me as long as its clean and safe
Mistress Kara: oh, I love to see him serve you.
Mistress Kara: and for you to laugh at him tiny cock...
Mistress Kara: remind him that what you do is how a "real"
man takes care of a woman.
Bull: its pretty tiny
Mistress Kara: yes it is
Bull: I have ahd a good laugh already
Mistress Kara: teasing him, talking to him as you fuck me...
Mistress Kara: make him hold up my legs
Mistress Kara: he would love all of that
Mistress Kara: make him wipe the sweat from your brow
Mistress Kara: and bring you a drink
Bull: could we make him do all that with a butt
plug in him?
Mistress Kara: I'll either order him, or you can if you feel
comfortable doing it.
Mistress Kara: oh yes....
Mistress Kara: I'd love you to just rub your hard dick along
his crack....scaring him....telling him this is how
his Mistress feels when you are doing the same to
me...
Bull: he could lick my balls?
Mistress Kara: when ever and however long you wanted....
Bull: rim me too?
Mistress Kara: oh yes...definately
Mistress Kara: would you enjoy that?
Bull: I had a g/f once that loved to do that but
it has been a real long tme for me
Mistress Kara: all while he was wearing a pink mesh gstring
and cami...then you can really laugh at him
Bull: I wouldlike to watch some xxx videos with
you after we have fucked and have him suck and lick my
balls very softly
Mistress Kara: that sounds lovely....
Mistress Kara: that will make me hella horny again too....
Mistress Kara: you could squirt on his face if ya wanted.
Bull: can i call you?
Mistress Kara: not now sweets, I'm at work
Bull: when can I call so we can meet?
Mistress Kara: well this week isn't going to work for me
Bull: ok
Mistress Kara: I''m going out of town
Mistress Kara: early for the holiday
Bull: well keep me in mind when you return
Mistress Kara: If you'd like to send me a pic that would be
great.
Mistress Kara: I can't until I get home from work
Mistress Kara: I'll contact you next week?
Bull: lets exchange when you get home from work
Mistress Kara: when will you be in town?
Mistress Kara: I won't send mine until I receive yours....
Bull: I will be in town Wednesday and Thursday
Mistress Kara: then maybe we should just meet up
Mistress Kara: one of those days
Bull: when you are at home and ready I will be
happy to send my g rate pic first
Bull: sounds great
Mistress Kara: okay....I'll talk to you later
Bull: I enjoyed it, I hope to hear from you so we
ccan meet this week,

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Creampie Bondage (story)

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Reader Thoughts on a Topic

My little blog seems to be picking up a readership. I might be too soon with this concept but lets see. The idea is to hear from you, the reader on a topic. It can be a quick comment, it can be a long comment, I just want to hear from you.

I will follow up with my thoughts and opinion on the topic in a week or so. So here goes:

What are your thoughts around a cuckold watching his wife get fucked vs staying at home and waiting? Do you have preference? Does one provided more satisfaction to the wife? To the cuckold? To the other man? I know many of you are thinking "it depends", if so, depends on what?

I have my two cents in mind and will start to write it up. Lets hear from the crowd!!

My Ad

The ad has been placed on craigslist.org, collarme.com, and alt.com.

Any feedback on it? Any thoughts on how to improve it? To improve my chances to be a cuckold again?

The only response that I have gotten so far has been by an automated sex spammer...

Here it is:

Looking to be a cuckold again

Late 30s male, fit, well built, intelligent, articulate, clean and safe seeks to serve a similiar female in a submissive, cuckold related type relationship.

Older female very welcome.

Essentially, I am offering all the normal duties of a cuckold husband, including assistance prior to, during and after her dating and whatever else she desires.

I am a service oriented submissive so am available for and offering certain types of cleaning, domestic service, house boy, personal assistant and similar duties, massage, your personal maintenance and so forth.

I would very much prefer an ongoing longer term arrangement and would be thrilled for marriage should I be so lucky to find the right lady.

I have been debating in my mind since my marriage ended (about three years) on whether or not I wanted to pursue another cuckold based relationship. I had been most recently in a vanilla based relationship that I was hoping would allow me to explore that debate further. With the idea to slowly evolve the relationship towards being a cuckold again.

That sort of evolution is difficult I believe. I am relationship free once again and have decided to explore a relationship from the cuckold side again.

Serious only please as this not something offered lightheartedly. I'm not looking for drama, one night stands and am very sincere and genuine.

Photos, additional information, bio etc available per your request.

Lack of Privacy

Very interesting posting on the wonderful blog, punishedcuckoldhusbands.blogspot.com, about the cuckold being very public about his position in life.

Here is the posting: Husband interrogation about cuckolding.

Many of my former wife's friends knew about my position in life. She even informed her sister and her mother as well. I don't believe they knew that i was a panty wearing, little penis cuckold, but they were aware that i "allowed" my wife to get fucked by other men.

The first time that I ever meet her sister and mother was the week immediately following a weekend where i saw my wife with another man for the very first time.

The weekend that i told another man (a real man) that my wife was his to do with as he pleases, while kneeling on his floor in only my panties and sissy feminine socks. The only clothing i was allowed to wear while inside his house.

The weekend that i slept on his couch, my little penis hard, my mind racing, as my wife was in his bedroom. The door being shut, my mind imagining what could and was going on. My wife sucking his cock, licking his balls, pleasuring him with her mouth. While i laid on his couch, under strict orders that i was not allowed to masturbate.

Seeing my wife get fucked for the very first time in front of me... to hear her moan in ways that i never heard before, to hear her orgasm while getting fucked. To see his balls quivers as he orgasmed inside of her.

Many individuals (mostly her female friends) that were in our circle of friends knew that i was cuckold. Knew that i wore panties and sissy feminine socks.

So i can understand and relate to the posting on PunishedCuckoldHusbands, the more individuals knew about my situation, the more it really drove home and reminded me in a consistent manner that i was sissy cuckold.

And like the paradox that a cuckold's life is, i found people knowing both humiliating/shameful as well as exciting..

One of my goals for my blog if i am fortunate to become a cuckold again, is to remove that sense of privacy both of person and thoughts like the posting says. To be as public with my position in life as my partner wants and allows me to.

I have placed an ad to be a cuck again

I placed a personal ad on craigslist today.

I got great feedback on my ad from Ms. MacComb from http://punishedcuckoldhusbands.blogspot.com/.

Thank you Ma'am!!

I will post the text of my ad within the week with any results. It would be amazing and exciting to even get a single response.

Wish me luck!!

Another Craigslist ad (and I got a response!!)

Here is the ad. I have exchanged emails with her. I shall see where and how it goes. I am always the eternal optimist. :)

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Are you a submissive single man living in the SOUTH BAY who would be interested in helping a confident sexy BBW discover and develop her dominate side. Already I am off to good start by being assertive,aggressive, and very controlling. I know what I like and know how to get it, but it is mostly vanilla and I want more. I would like to explore a D/s relationship, however I really love and enjoy men so I don’t know if I could become very sadistic. I want a slave to worship me for goddess I am, pleasure me orally, and do as instructed. I am very serious about this and not just experimenting or looking for role-playing.

Please reply with details about yourself(not one-liners} and how you will help me to become a Domme or Femdom. Your picture may get mine in return.

NO married, attached or otherwise “owned” men, as I deserve all your attention.

Thank you -- I am real you be too.

2 Subcribers via Bloglines

Yeah, I finally have another subscriber to my little bit of the Internet other than myself on Bloglines!!

Very cool, I hope everybody is finding my writing interesting and enjoyable.

Last Time I Was With My Wife

Below is a write up that I did years ago, describing the last time i ever got to fuck my wife.

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Yesterday was amazing. i had to go to work for a bit in the morning, wearing my panties and sissy feminine socks as usual.

i got home and disrobe except for my sissy socks upstairs. Spent some time lying on the bed, stroking my little cock, i have found myself becoming obsessive with masturbating.

Then the amazing and magical thing happened. My wife called me downstairs and told me i was going to get another chance to fuck her but that i had to fuck her while being on display via the webcam. She wanted to tease a few men online.

She proceeded to tell all the men that i was going to get to fuck her for the first time in over a year and they were going to get to watch. my little cock wasted no time in getting hard. my wife got on her hands and knees, the webcam was to the right of us on a chair, strategically placed so that everybody could see my little cock as it slide into her hot wet pussy.

God was it an amazing feeling to get to fuck my wife again. i was only able to stroke in and out of her pussy about 10 times before i felt myself getting ready to cum. i was not allowed to cum though so i had to stop. My wife just laughed and laughed. She even was thrusting back and forth against me. Making me stop her, since i was so close to orgasming.

i still don't know what it feels like to be in her pussy for a long period of time, sliding my cock in and out of her pussy over and over, feeling her pussy get hotter and wetter as she gets closer to cumming. Feeling her pussy spasm as she orgasms, squeezing my cock attempting to pull the cum out of me.

The man that fucked on Thursday got to feel that. The man with the 8 1/2" cock according to my wife also fucked her doggy style, but not for a few minutes or a few strokes... but for at least an hour and fucked my wife hard. Not barely moving like me, desperately trying not to cum but pistoning his real cock in and out of her pussy, his hands on her shoulders so that he could thrust even harder into her pussy. His cock being the perfect size and thickness, pressing up against her g-spot every time he pounded his cock into my wife's pussy.

i asked her if she had an orgasm while he was fucking. Her answer "Oh yeah, a few times".

i feel very fortunate and lucky that i was allowed to fuck my wife for as long as i did. The length was perfect for me, any longer and i would have cum anyways.

i will leave the real fucking of my wife for the real men.

Craigslist ad that I responded to

I found this ad via Craigslist and responded. It will be interesting to see if I get a response back. Wish me luck!!

Looking for a good Cuckold - 35

I want a man like anyone else, but he has to be more. I want to have my cake and eat it too. So I am looking for a man to cuckhold. 35 white, 36/28/36. you be below 40, and serious about this. Send me a pic and lets get to know each other

Ideal Penis Size

I never really knew that i had a small penis, until my former wife started to get fucked by other men. I rarely got to watch (only twice), but she did enjoy showing me pictures of the men, including their hard cocks.

I can clearly remember the night we were in the car, and I made the statement, "I know that i have a small penis". My wife's reply "Yep, you sure do". My former wife's rule was that all men that got to fuck had to have at least a 7" cock. Essentially the "A" cocks as shown in the bottom picture. She used to always laugh and say "if I wanted small, I would stay at home!"

As you can clearly see, my little penis is barely 4.5" in length and less than 1 3/4" in thickness (or about 5 1/2" circumference).

I used what I call the toilet roll test to determine my size.



Below is a chart that I found on a site called The Ideal Penis Size. My position on the chart has been marked in grey, it is a "E".

"E" for not satisfying = too small in length and girth, or too big in length and girth or any odd combination of small and big.

Swap Club (story)

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Sara's Sissy (story)

Fiction Submitted by: Anonymous

The day I met Sara I knew she was the girl I would marry but I didn't think it would end up like this?

The rest of the story can be found at:
http://www.tpe.com/~altarboy/nt020523.htm

Cuckolding and Female-Led Relationships

The Power of Cuckolding

Cuckolding has a close and powerful association with female-led relationships. Cuckolding is, after all, a wife's assertion of her sexual freedom with partners other than her husband. (I'm using "wife" and "husband" to include non-married couples in committed relationships.) Her husband is aware of her sexual adventures but remains faithful to her, placing him in a subordinate position.

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Prostate Milking

My former Mistress (Mistress Kara) kept me chaste for roughly 80 days. i was required to stroke my little penis hard every morning in the shower, thanking her. i was not allowed to stroke until orgasm though.

She attempted to prostate milk me about once a week. She was never completely successful. The concept and the idea is highly exciting to me.

Knowing that real men never had to experience such a thing. Knowing that they get to feel their cocks slide into a wet pussy. To feel themselves orgasm inside of a woman.

In my case, not even getting to feel myself orgasm into my own hand...

Check out Wife Worship: Prostate Milking, a good article on the topic of prostate milking that i recently found.

My presence on another blog

Wow!! i am famous! ;)

Check out http://wifeworship.blogspot.com/2005/06/chastity-devices.html
The picture of the pink CB-2000 is me. Pretty cool. When i first started to wear my CB-2000, i used to wear a hair scrunchie around my little penis with the device, since i hadn't completely trimmed down a piece of the device. i was still working on the fit.

Interesting Video

A cuckold's dream...

Welcome to my New Home

Unfortunately the machine that i was using to host http://slavetimmi.dns2go.com has died. Another machine has been order, so look for the entire site to be back up and running in a month or so.

In the mean time, get comfortable and relax, here in my new digs.

Here are a couple of places where you can read more about me if you desire:

360.yahoo.com profile
Former online Master's site (i am slave timmi on his site as well)
http://www.fmsb.org/pages/profile/view.asp?id=15
http://www.fmsb.org/pages/wimps/cuckoldhusband.asp?id=15

Ten More Times (story)

This story has always intrigued me. It is definitely in the category of "be careful what you wish for"...

It is from Altarboy's great site on chastity devices.

Ten More Times

Submitted by: Karen B

My husband had been nagging me for years about wanting to wear a chastity belt. I wasn't so sure about it. Being a rather 'vanilla' sort of girl, I thought it was weird that he would want to have his genitals locked up. Finally, we bought a CB-2000 and played chastity games for a while.

To my surprise I found that I liked it. My husband was much more attentive to me when he was locked, and I enjoyed the power it gave me. We pushed deeper into our role-playing, and I started to take more and more control of his erections.

I bought a stainless-steel tube, and made him get a piercing, which allowed me to lock the tube in place with a padlock, for which only I had the key. I started only to let him out when he was tied spread-eagled to the bedposts, or secured to a ring in the basement ceiling - locking him up again before releasing his bondage. I prolonged his periods of chastity, going up to seven months on one occasion.

It drove him crazy, and sometimes he begged me for release, but deep down, we both knew that he wanted me to take complete control of his sex life � forever. Finally, the day came for me to own him fully. I tied him to the bed, as usual, and removed his chastity tube. His penis, which had been cruelly confined for four weeks, stood to attention and ached for release.

"Do I own this penis ?" I asked him. "Of course you do, my darling." he replied. "So I completely control your erections and orgasms ?" I asked. "Forever." he replied.

"Very well," I said, "then I have decided that you will be allowed ten more orgasms in your life." "Ten ?" he exclaimed, "Only ten ?" "Yes," I said, "and I can tell you exactly when they will be." When he asked me how I could know that, I explained to him the programme of gradually increasing periods of chastity I had devised. I even showed him the little chart I had made:

Date today: 1 August 2003 Age today: 25 Period of Orgasm Date of Age at chastity number orgasm orgsam 1 day 1 2 August 2003 25 1 week 2 9 August 2003 25 2 weeks 3 23 August 2003 25 1 month 4 22 September 2003 25 3 months 5 22 December 2003 26 6 months 6 21 June 2004 26 1 year 7 21 June 2005 27 5 years 8 21 June 2010 32 10 years 9 20 June 2020 42 20 years 10 20 June 2040 62

"Look on the bright side, my darling," I said, "you get four orgasms this month, starting right now. But on the other hand, your tenth and last will be in 2040, assuming you can still manage it by then."

Wearing the Tube by Karen Kay

Here is the first couple of paragraphs to a story on Darkwander

My wife Kathy is getting ready for her date tonight. Yes, she's my wife and you read that correct! A date with another man!

Kathy's been getting ready for this date all afternoon! She was in the tub for over an hour. I helped my wife with her nails and painted them, a bright red color. Kathy told me that Hank loved seeing them painted a bright red.

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Craiglist posting

Looking for a man wanting to be cuckold - w4m

Ok boys..here it is....this is my fantasy.....
I would like to have a man who is faithful to me but doesn't mind me sleeping with other men. I want emotional commitment but the ability to be sexually unfettered with as many men as I please. Is anyone else into that???? If so you may be the right person for me...email.

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I replied, it will be interesting to see if I get a response.

Quote from a man that fucked my wife

Chatted with him via Yahoo messenger:

"all i can say is that she loved sex and she had a great endurance..."

Looking for men that fucked my former wife

I would love to hear from men that got to experience my former wife. She tragically passed away almost 3 years ago.

She used to use kissmyhottpink as her userid on yahoo. I have recently updated her former profile with my request for any stories, pictures, and information about her from other men.

Any information will be kept private if requested. My email is slavetimmi@gmail.com.

Good article about Cuckolding

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