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Thursday, December 30, 2010
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Thursday, June 03, 2010
House Party
Another great story that really makes me crave and desire to be a cuckold again and to really live even more that life.... as a cuck.
House Party by xaggothe via Literotica.com
Please note that this is a cuckold/bull story. If that is not your FANTASY, please do not read this. This story is a FANTASY. The people are not real. The situation is not real. It is a FANTASY.
*
The part of town that we were driving in was new to me. I was concerned about getting lost on all of the winding streets. I could only hope that the GPS had all of the streets in its system. Anne kept looking around at all of the houses and then turning to me.
"Are you sure that this is the right way?"
"Yep." Slight pause. "Well, I think so."
"You think so?" She looked around at the surroundings again. Nothing looked remotely familiar to her either.
"Well, its where the guy told me to go on the phone."
"O.K," she answered. I turned to look briefly at my wife. She looked awesome. Although she was wearing a coat because of the cool weather, I knew that underneath was a tight blue top and a short little jean skirt. Long black boots finished off the look perfectly. We had discussed stockings and garter, but in the end she wore just a tiny black thong underneath. I had helped her shave in the bath. My cock had grown hard looking at and touching her body, but she only smiled and told me that we didn't have time to play before we had to, well, go and play. Her long black hair fell seductively around her beautiful face.
She turned and saw me staring at her.
"What?" she asked.
"Nothing. You look, well, beautiful tonight."
She smiled and her whole face lit up.
"Are my eyes smoldering?" she asked. This was our private joke about her make-up. I loved when I could tell her that her eyes smoldered.
"OF course," I answered. "You're making me extremely horny."
"Good," she answered. "Now keep your eyes on the road."
We turned down yet another winding little sidestreet. It didn't look much different than the last one, but the GPS told us that we were arriving at our destination, and we saw that the street was filled with several parked cars.
"I think we found it," I said. Anne was staring out the window. She then turned to me.
"I'm pretty nervous," she said.
"Hey, we can leave any time you want. You do know that, right?"
"Yes." She smiled again. "But I'm still nervous."
"We don't have to go in if you don't want to."
Anne shook her head. "Oh no, I want to go."
"Ok, then we will go in and have a good time."
Anne grinned mischievously. "Oh, I plan to!"
I parked the car and we got out. We saw another couple getting out o their car nearby as well. The other woman was a tall, thin blonde. She was cute. The other guy - I assume her husband - with her seemed a bit nervous. They walked by us and we all said some quiet hellos. I thought I saw Anne and the other woman exchange a longer look and both smiled slightly at each other. We collected ourselves, put unnecessary items in the trunk, and headed towards the house that the guy I had been chatting with online had told me to go to.
I rang the doorbell. The door was opened by a rather large black man. He looked at me sternly, then shifted his gaze to Anne. He smiled and ushered us in.
"Can I take your coat?" he asked Anne.
"Thanks," she said, slipping it off. The man's eyes instantly locked on to her large breasts.
"Nice," he said, smiling.
"T-thanks, again," answered Anne, blushing a bit. But, she seemed to stand a bit straighter, causing her breasts to jut out even more prominently.
"We have drinks and food in the next room. Why don't you go in and make yourself comfortable?"
"Great," said Anne. "Is there a bathroom close by?"
"Yeah," answered the other guy. "I'm Tim by the way." He held out his large hand and pointed. "Third door down on the left."
Anne turned to me. "I'll be right back." She headed off to the bathroom and Tim turned to me.
"You guys haven't been to one of our parties before, have you?" As he was asking, Tim handed me Anne's coat.
"No," I answered. "But I've only heard great things about them!" I tried to lighten the mood a bit.
Tim adjusted his crotch and smiled. "Well, they certainly are great." I looked down at his crotch then back to his face. I simply stood there, awkwardly, for a bit.
"So here's the deal," he finally said after letting me suffer a bit. "The whole house is one big party. Everyone is in and out of the rooms having a great time."
"Sounds great to me," I said, thinking of all the erotic things that could be going on anywhere in the house. "So, uh, should I wait here for Anne or should I go check things out?"
"Oh," said Tim, looking slightly annoyed. "I guess you wouldn't know what to do." He went to a door close by and opened it. It led to a basement. A basement in Florida? I was surprised to say the least. "The coats are put down there, and um, that's where you guys hang out."
"Us guys?" I asked. Then I realized that he was talking about the husbands. "Um, sorry. I guess I'll head down there then."
"Great," said Tim, smiling again. "You'll have a good time. And don't worry about your wife," he said, pausing a bit. "She'll have an awesome time!"
"I, uh, hope so," I answered as I headed towards the door to the steps.
Tim looked down the hall. I followed his gaze and saw Anne heading back towards us.
"She's got a great set of tits," he said to me. "I can't wait to suck on them." He turned and smiled at me again. "Have a great time."
I didn't say anything. As I walked down the stairs, Tim closed the door. I didn't get to say anything to Anne when she got back. At the bottom of the stairs, I entered a large room. There were several couches and a large screen t.v. in one area. There was a bar in the corner that looked like it had a kitchenette in it. The whole set up was especially nice, and it must have cost a fortune to put this in a basement in the area. There were about 6 other guys in the basement. White guys. No women. I noticed that the big screen t.v. was on and a porno was playing. As I watched briefly, a white woman was getting fucked by a black guy with an enormous cock. I smiled - what other kind of porno would they have playing?
I walked over to the bar. There were beers, sodas and some wine. Typical bar set up. I cracked open a beer and surveyed the room again.
"First time?"
I turned. The guy next to me also had a beer in his hand. He was dressed similar to me. Khakis and a button down shirt. Nice looking guy I guess. I wondered briefly what his wife looked like.
"Um yeah," I said. "Is it that obvious?"
He smiled. "Well, you have a bit of that deer in the headlights look about you."
It was my turn to smile. "I guess I do." I put out my hand. "I'm Eric."
"Mike," he said, shaking my hand. "My wife's name is Beth."
"Anne." I answered. "So, um, you guys have been to these parties before?"
"Yeah," said Mike. "A few. Beth likes to come every few months. She tells me that she gets the itch."
"I see." I looked around the room again. Guys were either talking quietly or sitting on the couches watching t.v. "I wasn't quite expecting this."
"Oh, you mean the husbands down here?"
"Yes," I answered. "Although I guess I wasn't sure what to expect."
"Well," answered Mike, "it takes some adjusting to." He paused, then continued. "But I think it adds to the experience. You know, wondering what's going on upstairs."
I noticed that I could feel and hear the faint thumping of the stereo upstairs and also some faint muffled voices.
"How many people usually come to these parties?"
"Usually anywhere from 6 to 12 couples," said Mike. I looked around and saw that 1 or 2 new white guys had joined us in the basement. "I think there are usually around 15 to 20 black guys who come."
The rest can be read at http://www.literotica.com/stories/showstory.php?id=389282 I hope you enjoy it as much as I did!
House Party by xaggothe via Literotica.com
Please note that this is a cuckold/bull story. If that is not your FANTASY, please do not read this. This story is a FANTASY. The people are not real. The situation is not real. It is a FANTASY.
*
The part of town that we were driving in was new to me. I was concerned about getting lost on all of the winding streets. I could only hope that the GPS had all of the streets in its system. Anne kept looking around at all of the houses and then turning to me.
"Are you sure that this is the right way?"
"Yep." Slight pause. "Well, I think so."
"You think so?" She looked around at the surroundings again. Nothing looked remotely familiar to her either.
"Well, its where the guy told me to go on the phone."
"O.K," she answered. I turned to look briefly at my wife. She looked awesome. Although she was wearing a coat because of the cool weather, I knew that underneath was a tight blue top and a short little jean skirt. Long black boots finished off the look perfectly. We had discussed stockings and garter, but in the end she wore just a tiny black thong underneath. I had helped her shave in the bath. My cock had grown hard looking at and touching her body, but she only smiled and told me that we didn't have time to play before we had to, well, go and play. Her long black hair fell seductively around her beautiful face.
She turned and saw me staring at her.
"What?" she asked.
"Nothing. You look, well, beautiful tonight."
She smiled and her whole face lit up.
"Are my eyes smoldering?" she asked. This was our private joke about her make-up. I loved when I could tell her that her eyes smoldered.
"OF course," I answered. "You're making me extremely horny."
"Good," she answered. "Now keep your eyes on the road."
We turned down yet another winding little sidestreet. It didn't look much different than the last one, but the GPS told us that we were arriving at our destination, and we saw that the street was filled with several parked cars.
"I think we found it," I said. Anne was staring out the window. She then turned to me.
"I'm pretty nervous," she said.
"Hey, we can leave any time you want. You do know that, right?"
"Yes." She smiled again. "But I'm still nervous."
"We don't have to go in if you don't want to."
Anne shook her head. "Oh no, I want to go."
"Ok, then we will go in and have a good time."
Anne grinned mischievously. "Oh, I plan to!"
I parked the car and we got out. We saw another couple getting out o their car nearby as well. The other woman was a tall, thin blonde. She was cute. The other guy - I assume her husband - with her seemed a bit nervous. They walked by us and we all said some quiet hellos. I thought I saw Anne and the other woman exchange a longer look and both smiled slightly at each other. We collected ourselves, put unnecessary items in the trunk, and headed towards the house that the guy I had been chatting with online had told me to go to.
I rang the doorbell. The door was opened by a rather large black man. He looked at me sternly, then shifted his gaze to Anne. He smiled and ushered us in.
"Can I take your coat?" he asked Anne.
"Thanks," she said, slipping it off. The man's eyes instantly locked on to her large breasts.
"Nice," he said, smiling.
"T-thanks, again," answered Anne, blushing a bit. But, she seemed to stand a bit straighter, causing her breasts to jut out even more prominently.
"We have drinks and food in the next room. Why don't you go in and make yourself comfortable?"
"Great," said Anne. "Is there a bathroom close by?"
"Yeah," answered the other guy. "I'm Tim by the way." He held out his large hand and pointed. "Third door down on the left."
Anne turned to me. "I'll be right back." She headed off to the bathroom and Tim turned to me.
"You guys haven't been to one of our parties before, have you?" As he was asking, Tim handed me Anne's coat.
"No," I answered. "But I've only heard great things about them!" I tried to lighten the mood a bit.
Tim adjusted his crotch and smiled. "Well, they certainly are great." I looked down at his crotch then back to his face. I simply stood there, awkwardly, for a bit.
"So here's the deal," he finally said after letting me suffer a bit. "The whole house is one big party. Everyone is in and out of the rooms having a great time."
"Sounds great to me," I said, thinking of all the erotic things that could be going on anywhere in the house. "So, uh, should I wait here for Anne or should I go check things out?"
"Oh," said Tim, looking slightly annoyed. "I guess you wouldn't know what to do." He went to a door close by and opened it. It led to a basement. A basement in Florida? I was surprised to say the least. "The coats are put down there, and um, that's where you guys hang out."
"Us guys?" I asked. Then I realized that he was talking about the husbands. "Um, sorry. I guess I'll head down there then."
"Great," said Tim, smiling again. "You'll have a good time. And don't worry about your wife," he said, pausing a bit. "She'll have an awesome time!"
"I, uh, hope so," I answered as I headed towards the door to the steps.
Tim looked down the hall. I followed his gaze and saw Anne heading back towards us.
"She's got a great set of tits," he said to me. "I can't wait to suck on them." He turned and smiled at me again. "Have a great time."
I didn't say anything. As I walked down the stairs, Tim closed the door. I didn't get to say anything to Anne when she got back. At the bottom of the stairs, I entered a large room. There were several couches and a large screen t.v. in one area. There was a bar in the corner that looked like it had a kitchenette in it. The whole set up was especially nice, and it must have cost a fortune to put this in a basement in the area. There were about 6 other guys in the basement. White guys. No women. I noticed that the big screen t.v. was on and a porno was playing. As I watched briefly, a white woman was getting fucked by a black guy with an enormous cock. I smiled - what other kind of porno would they have playing?
I walked over to the bar. There were beers, sodas and some wine. Typical bar set up. I cracked open a beer and surveyed the room again.
"First time?"
I turned. The guy next to me also had a beer in his hand. He was dressed similar to me. Khakis and a button down shirt. Nice looking guy I guess. I wondered briefly what his wife looked like.
"Um yeah," I said. "Is it that obvious?"
He smiled. "Well, you have a bit of that deer in the headlights look about you."
It was my turn to smile. "I guess I do." I put out my hand. "I'm Eric."
"Mike," he said, shaking my hand. "My wife's name is Beth."
"Anne." I answered. "So, um, you guys have been to these parties before?"
"Yeah," said Mike. "A few. Beth likes to come every few months. She tells me that she gets the itch."
"I see." I looked around the room again. Guys were either talking quietly or sitting on the couches watching t.v. "I wasn't quite expecting this."
"Oh, you mean the husbands down here?"
"Yes," I answered. "Although I guess I wasn't sure what to expect."
"Well," answered Mike, "it takes some adjusting to." He paused, then continued. "But I think it adds to the experience. You know, wondering what's going on upstairs."
I noticed that I could feel and hear the faint thumping of the stereo upstairs and also some faint muffled voices.
"How many people usually come to these parties?"
"Usually anywhere from 6 to 12 couples," said Mike. I looked around and saw that 1 or 2 new white guys had joined us in the basement. "I think there are usually around 15 to 20 black guys who come."
The rest can be read at http://www.literotica.com/stories/showstory.php?id=389282 I hope you enjoy it as much as I did!
Friday, March 19, 2010
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Comment from a female friend
The other day I was chatting with a female friend via yahoo messenger. She isn't aware of my kinkiness but here is the conversation:
female friend: yeah, hes polish for Goshs sakes
female friend: But, he is a genunie guy, wiht a good heart, you know you can just tell
female friend: so i gotta be careful and take one step at a time
female friend: and you're right, the distance will tell
me (timmi): Polish, should I know something about Polish men?
female friend: haha, yah, sorry about that
female friend: nice size!
female friend: LOL
me (timmi): yeah.... that is what I thought
me (timmi): see.... I know how you think
female friend: you do! im impressed
me (timmi): lol
female friend: and its well deserving - my last two have been below average
female friend: fun but doesnt quite cut the mustart, ya know
me (timmi): that is too funny
me (timmi): no.... I don't know
female friend: LOL i felt like i hit a jackpot! oooooooooh
Needless to say, an example that women do really enjoy a larger cock. Large cock with skill will always be preferred over a small cock with skill. Before I had time to make some comment like "glad we never "did it", otherwise you would have three below average", the conversation had moved on... It was interesting though that I was willing to tell her about my small size, something that I haven't shared before with a female friend.
female friend: yeah, hes polish for Goshs sakes
female friend: But, he is a genunie guy, wiht a good heart, you know you can just tell
female friend: so i gotta be careful and take one step at a time
female friend: and you're right, the distance will tell
me (timmi): Polish, should I know something about Polish men?
female friend: haha, yah, sorry about that
female friend: nice size!
female friend: LOL
me (timmi): yeah.... that is what I thought
me (timmi): see.... I know how you think
female friend: you do! im impressed
me (timmi): lol
female friend: and its well deserving - my last two have been below average
female friend: fun but doesnt quite cut the mustart, ya know
me (timmi): that is too funny
me (timmi): no.... I don't know
female friend: LOL i felt like i hit a jackpot! oooooooooh
Needless to say, an example that women do really enjoy a larger cock. Large cock with skill will always be preferred over a small cock with skill. Before I had time to make some comment like "glad we never "did it", otherwise you would have three below average", the conversation had moved on... It was interesting though that I was willing to tell her about my small size, something that I haven't shared before with a female friend.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Early Influential Cartoon on my kinky side
i can clearly remember watching this cartoon as boy and finding it very alluring. i believe it really helped and influenced me sexually.
The whole idea of being "caught", forced disrobed, and then under bondage... wow, did my early self find that appealing.
That shaped my desire in exhibitionism as well as bdsm. Though as a young boy (13 thru 18 years old), I had really no idea that bdsm existed.
i did though enjoy doing things like standing nude in my bedroom in front of the window, allowing cars that passed to potentially see me.
i also enjoyed playing "strip basketball" by myself in our driveway, stripping a piece of clothing every time i missed a free throw. Once nude except for my shoes and socks (had a growing sock fetish as well but i will tell that story later), i would require myself to make something like 5 in a row before i was allowed to get dressed again.
My parents' house was out in the country on a acre of land. I never really wanted to be seen so as soon as I heard a car approaching I would run in hide, but occasionally cars would pass by while i was standing out in the doorway, completely nude with my little penis very hard. I would make the rule even at times, that i couldn't hide until I made the the required 5 in a row, even if cars came down the road.
The whole idea of being "caught", forced disrobed, and then under bondage... wow, did my early self find that appealing.
That shaped my desire in exhibitionism as well as bdsm. Though as a young boy (13 thru 18 years old), I had really no idea that bdsm existed.
i did though enjoy doing things like standing nude in my bedroom in front of the window, allowing cars that passed to potentially see me.
i also enjoyed playing "strip basketball" by myself in our driveway, stripping a piece of clothing every time i missed a free throw. Once nude except for my shoes and socks (had a growing sock fetish as well but i will tell that story later), i would require myself to make something like 5 in a row before i was allowed to get dressed again.
My parents' house was out in the country on a acre of land. I never really wanted to be seen so as soon as I heard a car approaching I would run in hide, but occasionally cars would pass by while i was standing out in the doorway, completely nude with my little penis very hard. I would make the rule even at times, that i couldn't hide until I made the the required 5 in a row, even if cars came down the road.
Friday, January 22, 2010
1/22/10 After Exercise
Weight: 193. I am back to my initial weight when i started this on 1/13/10, 9 days ago. i made a mistake last entry, it should have been "i will not be allowing myself orgasms until i am below 193".
Just realizing that after 9 days, i still haven't lost weight. i am not going to allow myself orgasms until i have lost a pound (weight of 192).
Just realizing that after 9 days, i still haven't lost weight. i am not going to allow myself orgasms until i have lost a pound (weight of 192).
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
1/20/10 After Exercise
Weight: 193.6 (0.2 lb gain). Gaining is not acceptable, i will not be allowing myself orgasms until i am below 193.4 lbs
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Sunday, January 10, 2010
After Exercise
I have decided to combine my need for exhibitionism and submission with exercise. The plan is to workout ideally every day by walking on my tread mill, followed by a nude photo of me in my sissy socks.
Current weight: 193
Current weight: 193
Friday, January 08, 2010
Joy of Milking
Joy of Milking via fetlife discussion group called male Chastity and Orgasm tease and denial. I will try to add my experience with milking soon.
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the Raptures of the Male G-Spot there ARE Controlling Intimacies that Make him MORE Worshipful
This piece combines & revises several different source materials from various places, seeking to achieve a more compact presentation of the relevant details. It’s by Greta Cantoleva Her name is a pseudonym …
"Whether by finger, vibrator, dildo, or strap-on, the re-orientation of his libido via invasive prostate stimulation WILL be the most significant Key to both his Worship and his Enslavement. Orgasm Denial Milkage IS Her ace in the hole . . . it is how She WILL make a new man of him!"
It has always been clear that one partner will always seek to "give it up" ... the mystery, apparently, is in why this is so . . .
When the one who yields is male, the secret is in his inner anatomy, not in his outer endowment -- many Domme-centric Ladies use this knowledge to maintain optimum pleasure for themselves, while others continue onthe altogether more problematic path of adopting stern demeanors of such startling contempt for the male that he is rendered not only quiescent in his responsiveness, but also intimidated to such a degree he is unable to profoundly dedicate himself to the deep pleasuring of Her!
By the employment of direct and skillful deep rectal stimulation, however, a Domme not only accesses his true submissive willingness, she re-orients his most basic instincts radically. He becomes both grateful and relieved to the point of the most able devotional sexuality imaginable, eager to be used for her pleasure rather than simply resigned to his own abject humiliation. The difference is qualitative to the most extraordinary degree. And once he is thoroughly indoctrinated by such pleasure principles, the very notion of selfish, self-absorbed phallo-centric crudity rapidly vanishes. He learns who he really is, what his true purpose is, and how innately & vastly superior her demands always are and always will be. He gives it up, holeheartedly indeed, without reservation or resistance.
What is male milking, you ask? Some might think it is the repeated forced masturbation of the male slave to the point of his finally not being able to ejaculate ... some think it is the teasing and stimulation right up to the point of ejaculation, but with no actual release – taking him to the edge over and over, driving him batty with the denial of ultimate release. While such methods do insure a certain modicum of control, the most effective technique goes much deeper into his being.
True milking actually denies the slave the one thing he truly loves to do the most: to explode his essence in a wild and utterly incapacitating explosive release. And this denial is achieved through the skillful violation up into his most vulnerable orifice. True milking is the controlled stimulation of the male sub's prostate gland, causing the non-eruptive discharge of his semen ..."discharge" and "leakage" instead of spurted ejaculation, because discharge is not orgasmic like an ejaculation, but more of a constant maddening oozing and draining of his essence. She prevents him from his release, holding him at a point where her purposes are the only ones that matter. He is well stimulated, to be sure, but the intensity is so well controlled by her that he becomes his Lady's total slave. This is Denial, but with a critical difference: his deepest inner sexuality is manipulated to the point that enslavement to her wishes is his only release, is what binds him enduringly and without reservation to thorough and endlessly wholehearted pleasuring of his Lady.
The prostate is a small gland in men, felt approximately three inches up inside the rectum, surrounding the neck of the bladder and urethra. Its primary function is to monitor, control and contribute to seminal fluid discharge. Milking is the deep and continual massaging of the prostate and its surrounding area. Continual massaging of his prostate forces the slow release of his semen down through his urethra to his penis. By Her skill, the Domme can hold Her underling at a steady state of wholly non-ejaculative leakage. It is this deep rectal forcing of his fluids that is so spellbinding to him, eroding his compulsion to seek spurting release -- repeated applications of this possessive and invasive massage technique eventually and irrevocably makes of him Her total, and totally Worshipful, sexual slave.
The massaging can be by fingers, or an object like a dildo. Fingers are the best for stimulation but a dildo will also work quite well and aids greatly in the humbling loss of control. Lengthy practice will assure the acquiring of the best technique for optimum dildo control and consequent anal enslavement of the male. Regular size vibrating dildos of about 6-8 inches in length are best. A ribbed dildo is particularly effective.
As stated earlier, unlike masturbation, which results in an explosive release (ejaculation) , massaging of the prostate to the point of milking is neither explosive nor as acutely ecstatic for him. Again, massaging the prostate and milking the slave is a slow process that results in the draining of his essence as well as the draining away of his will to resist his Lady. It is hypnotically pleasurable but nowhere near the acute pleasure of cumming by jerking-off, or by being jerked off.
During milking, the cum oozes out in slow drips and there is no explosive ejaculation. To aid in the milking, grasp the base of the penis and squeeze the juices out while massaging the prostate. These expressed juices can be simultaneously smeared around his lips and nose while he is being probed with dildo or strap-on, to aid greatly in the re-conditioning process.
When being used anally via dildo, to get the best stimulation to his prostate he must also assist her by working the dildo against his prostate, arching and bending into its pressures. He will be more than eager to do this, grinding his hips. With practice he will become most uninhibited in his gyrations. So his Lady not only fucks him, but he fucks himself for her. He becomes her dancing erotic puppet at the end of her control.
Another thing about milking is that the slow drippings of his cum always leave him only partially satisfied, and constantly sexually frustrated ... he has a constant feeling of being on the verge of cumming so he keeps grinding and massaging, or wanting his prostate to be massaged, in the hopes of actually cumming. Blinded by the spell of her manipulatory invasions, he turns and moans and is helpless. This is really great for her, because right after a typical slave cums, he loses a lot of his submissiveness, and with a reduced feeling of submissiveness, the Lady also loses some of her control. Not so with milking: the slave is never fully sexually satisfied so he remains sexually frustrated, submissive, obedient and attentive. He will beg and weep and beseech his Lady to keep fucking him so he can get closer and closer to his release. Yet it keeps him on the edge of his ejaculation, without that critical orgasmic release.
His experience is a lot like what his Lady sometimes feels during clitoral stimulation from hand massaging, or from oral service, or from fucking, but incompletely so - if such stimulation continues and is done properly, his Lady can climax in a very strong manner, similar to when a male ejaculates. Not so with milking, since he remains on the edge throughout the milking, however long she may wish to prolong it. This makes him crave more and more stimulation, hoping he will be allowed a strong and final orgasm. The cruel and delightful truth is that it never comes, not for him. She can keep him willingly maddened indefinitely, subject to whatever erotic whims she demands.
What happens is the male becomes more and more eager to please her and to feel the extremes of her manipulation. Instead of the orgasmic release of cum, only those drips of cum ooze out... with ease she gets him to lick his own forced dribbles from her hand, addicting him to the juice she forces out of him – since he is constantly draining and constantly kept from a full-blown ejaculation, he comes to crave this taste of himself and this state of affairs and becomes conditioned to these subtle but extraordinary sensations, knowing it's the only way to please her.
So his Lady, thru teasing, orgasm denial, and milking, conditions him endlessly, and she gets him to love being fucked up the ass (and to finding his penis relatively useless, except for peeing and dripping cum ... it's entirely up to Her! ). She can get him to desire being bound and restrained, to love being flogged and love drinking his own essences, and, through her dildo fucking him constantly, love to be taken anally over and over for long periods of time. She can settle over his face with her own hips as She continues to grind her dildo against his inner organ, forcing him to pleasure both her cunt and asshole with his nose and lips and tongue as long as she wishes, rubbing herself over his upturned head exhaustingly, thru the repeated multiple orgasms She will be able to give Herself. Not exactly face-sitting, this is more like face fucking ! An ideal posture of worship for the male and for the female alike. And if the Lady is one who particularly enjoys having the rim of Her anal sphincter tongue-fucked, She will be able to indulge Herself in this pleasure indefinitely. He will beg Her not to stop fucking him, burying his tongue repeatedly.
He becomes Her lap dog forever, if that's what She wants . .. he will deny Her nothing. Beatings and humiliations of any and all variations are Hers on demand, his upturned cheeks Hers for the taking, whenever and however and for as long as She needs. Her only limit will be Her own ongoing imagination and physical stamina. She paces Herself by alternating deep rectal churning with other activities, gradually reshaping the contours of his libidinous nature to Her own lust. She eventually gets his conditioning to the point of making him bow to Her wishes with no actual stimulation of his penis at all, simply through touching the vibrating head of Her dildo to his pucker, or even just by saying it -- a whispered promise that She's going to fuck him will have him on his knees instantly, his happy, eager face upturned. Or anything else upturned. Lady's Choice!
Because the male's truest submissive nature is most clearly revealed while he is in a state of sexual frustration, it's best to persist with this particular method of domination at all times. Keeping him in a state of total need and uninhibited willingness to please Her is the goal. And, as explained above, milking is what accomplishes this, beyond any other technique at Her disposal.
What follows is testimony from an experienced male submissive, telling of the complex joy of his being enslaved by his Mistress thru orgasm denial, milking, and deep rectal manipulation:
"As far as the milking, I am not only getting used to this, but I actually crave it more than any other thing. It used to take longer but now I find that once the massaging starts, my penis starts to drip and ooze right away. I love the slow oozing, I love the taste, I love being kept open beneath Her.
As mentioned earlier, when milking is done using a dildo, to get the best stimulation to the prostate I must also help by riding the dildo deeply back and forth along my prostate. So when Mistress fucks me, I will twist and grind my ass and hips like the slut I am to drive the dildo deeper, right onto my prostate. My ass has become my cunt and my prostate has become my clit and Mistress’s dildos have become my best friends. I am also finding my penis to be of less and less use to me. At times it is almost a nuisance. It is hers completely now, solely for whatever use She makes of it. To tie it or clamp it or drip wax upon it or to put extreme stress to it in any way is Her right, by all means. I have no say. I want no say.
She also would use teasing whenever She could. She would have me kneel in front of Her to massage Her feet. While I lovingly caressed Her feet, Mistress slowly spread Her legs. She would then have me remove Her panties with my teeth. Mistress would spread Her legs to expose Her beautiful Pussy. She would then slowly place Her finger into Her pussy and begin to pleasure Herself. She would say how She wished She had a nice cock in Her right now. She would look down at my penis, laugh and tell me to fetch one of her vibrators. I would then continue to massage Her feet while She pleasured Herself. She praises me and tells me how good of a slave I am. She rubs my ass and balls and lets me lick Her feet and hips. If I have been able to cum with a full load, She has even poured my cum on Her beautiful feet and lets me lick them clean. Whenever I am milked, Mistress likes to collect my cum as it comes out of my penis into a cup or bowl. Mistress also likes to rub it on Her strap-on dido and have me suck it clean.
I now find that when my Mistress talks about fucking me or of Her wearing Her strap-on dildo, I immediately become excited. I also find that when She fucks me, I want so much to please Her, to give Her enjoyment and receive Her approval. I now enjoy all fucking positions. I do find that some are better for stimulation of my prostate and that some are better when I get closer to cumming. Oh I love when She fucks me from behind with me on all fours and I can feel Her soft thighs and belly against my ass. Mistress likes this position, too, because She can see my cum as it drips from my unused penis. She wets her hand with my cum and rubs it over my face while she fucks me.
Mistress likes to ask me how does it feel to have my ass turned into a pussy for her pleasure - oh how She loves to fuck my male pussy, getting me all wet and slippery with her lubricants, like a cunt would be! I also love when She lays me on my belly with my legs spread and tied to the post of Her bed, exposing my open backdoor for Her use. I find this position also gives me good prostate stimulation. Finally, I love when Mistress lays on Her back and She has me lower myself onto her strap-on and has me fuck myself, sometimes facing her, other times with my cheeks toward her. In this position, Mistress likes to watch me pump my hips down and around, thrusting the dildo into myself harder and harder, trying to reach the orgasm that She never quite allows to happen. It is one of Her favorite postures for me.
Whatever way She fucks me, I love it when the head of Her dildo first enters me and She begins to take long stokes in and out, but She particularly loves to tease the thick head of Her dildo right at the mouth of my anal ring, slipping in just past the first sphincter, then pulling it right back out, over and over. This goosing makes me almost lose my mind, but not my load . . . She says She gets a kick out of watching how my pucker reacts to the in and out motion, like lips . . . and the moaning I do is a real treat for Her as well, and when She combines this kind of play with twisting my nipples or flogging, She canmake me very verbal!
She knows that Her conditioning is working because, through milking, my sexual desires and needs are being met, and that in this way any male aggression I might be feeling is channelled for Her own needs exclusively. I am completely open and willing to Her whims and wishes, eager to serve Her every command. We each have the best of all possible worlds!"
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the Raptures of the Male G-Spot there ARE Controlling Intimacies that Make him MORE Worshipful
This piece combines & revises several different source materials from various places, seeking to achieve a more compact presentation of the relevant details. It’s by Greta Cantoleva Her name is a pseudonym …
"Whether by finger, vibrator, dildo, or strap-on, the re-orientation of his libido via invasive prostate stimulation WILL be the most significant Key to both his Worship and his Enslavement. Orgasm Denial Milkage IS Her ace in the hole . . . it is how She WILL make a new man of him!"
It has always been clear that one partner will always seek to "give it up" ... the mystery, apparently, is in why this is so . . .
When the one who yields is male, the secret is in his inner anatomy, not in his outer endowment -- many Domme-centric Ladies use this knowledge to maintain optimum pleasure for themselves, while others continue onthe altogether more problematic path of adopting stern demeanors of such startling contempt for the male that he is rendered not only quiescent in his responsiveness, but also intimidated to such a degree he is unable to profoundly dedicate himself to the deep pleasuring of Her!
By the employment of direct and skillful deep rectal stimulation, however, a Domme not only accesses his true submissive willingness, she re-orients his most basic instincts radically. He becomes both grateful and relieved to the point of the most able devotional sexuality imaginable, eager to be used for her pleasure rather than simply resigned to his own abject humiliation. The difference is qualitative to the most extraordinary degree. And once he is thoroughly indoctrinated by such pleasure principles, the very notion of selfish, self-absorbed phallo-centric crudity rapidly vanishes. He learns who he really is, what his true purpose is, and how innately & vastly superior her demands always are and always will be. He gives it up, holeheartedly indeed, without reservation or resistance.
What is male milking, you ask? Some might think it is the repeated forced masturbation of the male slave to the point of his finally not being able to ejaculate ... some think it is the teasing and stimulation right up to the point of ejaculation, but with no actual release – taking him to the edge over and over, driving him batty with the denial of ultimate release. While such methods do insure a certain modicum of control, the most effective technique goes much deeper into his being.
True milking actually denies the slave the one thing he truly loves to do the most: to explode his essence in a wild and utterly incapacitating explosive release. And this denial is achieved through the skillful violation up into his most vulnerable orifice. True milking is the controlled stimulation of the male sub's prostate gland, causing the non-eruptive discharge of his semen ..."discharge" and "leakage" instead of spurted ejaculation, because discharge is not orgasmic like an ejaculation, but more of a constant maddening oozing and draining of his essence. She prevents him from his release, holding him at a point where her purposes are the only ones that matter. He is well stimulated, to be sure, but the intensity is so well controlled by her that he becomes his Lady's total slave. This is Denial, but with a critical difference: his deepest inner sexuality is manipulated to the point that enslavement to her wishes is his only release, is what binds him enduringly and without reservation to thorough and endlessly wholehearted pleasuring of his Lady.
The prostate is a small gland in men, felt approximately three inches up inside the rectum, surrounding the neck of the bladder and urethra. Its primary function is to monitor, control and contribute to seminal fluid discharge. Milking is the deep and continual massaging of the prostate and its surrounding area. Continual massaging of his prostate forces the slow release of his semen down through his urethra to his penis. By Her skill, the Domme can hold Her underling at a steady state of wholly non-ejaculative leakage. It is this deep rectal forcing of his fluids that is so spellbinding to him, eroding his compulsion to seek spurting release -- repeated applications of this possessive and invasive massage technique eventually and irrevocably makes of him Her total, and totally Worshipful, sexual slave.
The massaging can be by fingers, or an object like a dildo. Fingers are the best for stimulation but a dildo will also work quite well and aids greatly in the humbling loss of control. Lengthy practice will assure the acquiring of the best technique for optimum dildo control and consequent anal enslavement of the male. Regular size vibrating dildos of about 6-8 inches in length are best. A ribbed dildo is particularly effective.
As stated earlier, unlike masturbation, which results in an explosive release (ejaculation) , massaging of the prostate to the point of milking is neither explosive nor as acutely ecstatic for him. Again, massaging the prostate and milking the slave is a slow process that results in the draining of his essence as well as the draining away of his will to resist his Lady. It is hypnotically pleasurable but nowhere near the acute pleasure of cumming by jerking-off, or by being jerked off.
During milking, the cum oozes out in slow drips and there is no explosive ejaculation. To aid in the milking, grasp the base of the penis and squeeze the juices out while massaging the prostate. These expressed juices can be simultaneously smeared around his lips and nose while he is being probed with dildo or strap-on, to aid greatly in the re-conditioning process.
When being used anally via dildo, to get the best stimulation to his prostate he must also assist her by working the dildo against his prostate, arching and bending into its pressures. He will be more than eager to do this, grinding his hips. With practice he will become most uninhibited in his gyrations. So his Lady not only fucks him, but he fucks himself for her. He becomes her dancing erotic puppet at the end of her control.
Another thing about milking is that the slow drippings of his cum always leave him only partially satisfied, and constantly sexually frustrated ... he has a constant feeling of being on the verge of cumming so he keeps grinding and massaging, or wanting his prostate to be massaged, in the hopes of actually cumming. Blinded by the spell of her manipulatory invasions, he turns and moans and is helpless. This is really great for her, because right after a typical slave cums, he loses a lot of his submissiveness, and with a reduced feeling of submissiveness, the Lady also loses some of her control. Not so with milking: the slave is never fully sexually satisfied so he remains sexually frustrated, submissive, obedient and attentive. He will beg and weep and beseech his Lady to keep fucking him so he can get closer and closer to his release. Yet it keeps him on the edge of his ejaculation, without that critical orgasmic release.
His experience is a lot like what his Lady sometimes feels during clitoral stimulation from hand massaging, or from oral service, or from fucking, but incompletely so - if such stimulation continues and is done properly, his Lady can climax in a very strong manner, similar to when a male ejaculates. Not so with milking, since he remains on the edge throughout the milking, however long she may wish to prolong it. This makes him crave more and more stimulation, hoping he will be allowed a strong and final orgasm. The cruel and delightful truth is that it never comes, not for him. She can keep him willingly maddened indefinitely, subject to whatever erotic whims she demands.
What happens is the male becomes more and more eager to please her and to feel the extremes of her manipulation. Instead of the orgasmic release of cum, only those drips of cum ooze out... with ease she gets him to lick his own forced dribbles from her hand, addicting him to the juice she forces out of him – since he is constantly draining and constantly kept from a full-blown ejaculation, he comes to crave this taste of himself and this state of affairs and becomes conditioned to these subtle but extraordinary sensations, knowing it's the only way to please her.
So his Lady, thru teasing, orgasm denial, and milking, conditions him endlessly, and she gets him to love being fucked up the ass (and to finding his penis relatively useless, except for peeing and dripping cum ... it's entirely up to Her! ). She can get him to desire being bound and restrained, to love being flogged and love drinking his own essences, and, through her dildo fucking him constantly, love to be taken anally over and over for long periods of time. She can settle over his face with her own hips as She continues to grind her dildo against his inner organ, forcing him to pleasure both her cunt and asshole with his nose and lips and tongue as long as she wishes, rubbing herself over his upturned head exhaustingly, thru the repeated multiple orgasms She will be able to give Herself. Not exactly face-sitting, this is more like face fucking ! An ideal posture of worship for the male and for the female alike. And if the Lady is one who particularly enjoys having the rim of Her anal sphincter tongue-fucked, She will be able to indulge Herself in this pleasure indefinitely. He will beg Her not to stop fucking him, burying his tongue repeatedly.
He becomes Her lap dog forever, if that's what She wants . .. he will deny Her nothing. Beatings and humiliations of any and all variations are Hers on demand, his upturned cheeks Hers for the taking, whenever and however and for as long as She needs. Her only limit will be Her own ongoing imagination and physical stamina. She paces Herself by alternating deep rectal churning with other activities, gradually reshaping the contours of his libidinous nature to Her own lust. She eventually gets his conditioning to the point of making him bow to Her wishes with no actual stimulation of his penis at all, simply through touching the vibrating head of Her dildo to his pucker, or even just by saying it -- a whispered promise that She's going to fuck him will have him on his knees instantly, his happy, eager face upturned. Or anything else upturned. Lady's Choice!
Because the male's truest submissive nature is most clearly revealed while he is in a state of sexual frustration, it's best to persist with this particular method of domination at all times. Keeping him in a state of total need and uninhibited willingness to please Her is the goal. And, as explained above, milking is what accomplishes this, beyond any other technique at Her disposal.
What follows is testimony from an experienced male submissive, telling of the complex joy of his being enslaved by his Mistress thru orgasm denial, milking, and deep rectal manipulation:
"As far as the milking, I am not only getting used to this, but I actually crave it more than any other thing. It used to take longer but now I find that once the massaging starts, my penis starts to drip and ooze right away. I love the slow oozing, I love the taste, I love being kept open beneath Her.
As mentioned earlier, when milking is done using a dildo, to get the best stimulation to the prostate I must also help by riding the dildo deeply back and forth along my prostate. So when Mistress fucks me, I will twist and grind my ass and hips like the slut I am to drive the dildo deeper, right onto my prostate. My ass has become my cunt and my prostate has become my clit and Mistress’s dildos have become my best friends. I am also finding my penis to be of less and less use to me. At times it is almost a nuisance. It is hers completely now, solely for whatever use She makes of it. To tie it or clamp it or drip wax upon it or to put extreme stress to it in any way is Her right, by all means. I have no say. I want no say.
She also would use teasing whenever She could. She would have me kneel in front of Her to massage Her feet. While I lovingly caressed Her feet, Mistress slowly spread Her legs. She would then have me remove Her panties with my teeth. Mistress would spread Her legs to expose Her beautiful Pussy. She would then slowly place Her finger into Her pussy and begin to pleasure Herself. She would say how She wished She had a nice cock in Her right now. She would look down at my penis, laugh and tell me to fetch one of her vibrators. I would then continue to massage Her feet while She pleasured Herself. She praises me and tells me how good of a slave I am. She rubs my ass and balls and lets me lick Her feet and hips. If I have been able to cum with a full load, She has even poured my cum on Her beautiful feet and lets me lick them clean. Whenever I am milked, Mistress likes to collect my cum as it comes out of my penis into a cup or bowl. Mistress also likes to rub it on Her strap-on dido and have me suck it clean.
I now find that when my Mistress talks about fucking me or of Her wearing Her strap-on dildo, I immediately become excited. I also find that when She fucks me, I want so much to please Her, to give Her enjoyment and receive Her approval. I now enjoy all fucking positions. I do find that some are better for stimulation of my prostate and that some are better when I get closer to cumming. Oh I love when She fucks me from behind with me on all fours and I can feel Her soft thighs and belly against my ass. Mistress likes this position, too, because She can see my cum as it drips from my unused penis. She wets her hand with my cum and rubs it over my face while she fucks me.
Mistress likes to ask me how does it feel to have my ass turned into a pussy for her pleasure - oh how She loves to fuck my male pussy, getting me all wet and slippery with her lubricants, like a cunt would be! I also love when She lays me on my belly with my legs spread and tied to the post of Her bed, exposing my open backdoor for Her use. I find this position also gives me good prostate stimulation. Finally, I love when Mistress lays on Her back and She has me lower myself onto her strap-on and has me fuck myself, sometimes facing her, other times with my cheeks toward her. In this position, Mistress likes to watch me pump my hips down and around, thrusting the dildo into myself harder and harder, trying to reach the orgasm that She never quite allows to happen. It is one of Her favorite postures for me.
Whatever way She fucks me, I love it when the head of Her dildo first enters me and She begins to take long stokes in and out, but She particularly loves to tease the thick head of Her dildo right at the mouth of my anal ring, slipping in just past the first sphincter, then pulling it right back out, over and over. This goosing makes me almost lose my mind, but not my load . . . She says She gets a kick out of watching how my pucker reacts to the in and out motion, like lips . . . and the moaning I do is a real treat for Her as well, and when She combines this kind of play with twisting my nipples or flogging, She canmake me very verbal!
She knows that Her conditioning is working because, through milking, my sexual desires and needs are being met, and that in this way any male aggression I might be feeling is channelled for Her own needs exclusively. I am completely open and willing to Her whims and wishes, eager to serve Her every command. We each have the best of all possible worlds!"
Friday, January 01, 2010
Amazing video
My little penis gets very hard thinking about being that man, but at the same time, scared since i know how sensitive i get after orgasming...
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