Lack of Privacy

Very interesting posting on the wonderful blog, punishedcuckoldhusbands.blogspot.com, about the cuckold being very public about his position in life.

Here is the posting: Husband interrogation about cuckolding.

Many of my former wife's friends knew about my position in life. She even informed her sister and her mother as well. I don't believe they knew that i was a panty wearing, little penis cuckold, but they were aware that i "allowed" my wife to get fucked by other men.

The first time that I ever meet her sister and mother was the week immediately following a weekend where i saw my wife with another man for the very first time.

The weekend that i told another man (a real man) that my wife was his to do with as he pleases, while kneeling on his floor in only my panties and sissy feminine socks. The only clothing i was allowed to wear while inside his house.

The weekend that i slept on his couch, my little penis hard, my mind racing, as my wife was in his bedroom. The door being shut, my mind imagining what could and was going on. My wife sucking his cock, licking his balls, pleasuring him with her mouth. While i laid on his couch, under strict orders that i was not allowed to masturbate.

Seeing my wife get fucked for the very first time in front of me... to hear her moan in ways that i never heard before, to hear her orgasm while getting fucked. To see his balls quivers as he orgasmed inside of her.

Many individuals (mostly her female friends) that were in our circle of friends knew that i was cuckold. Knew that i wore panties and sissy feminine socks.

So i can understand and relate to the posting on PunishedCuckoldHusbands, the more individuals knew about my situation, the more it really drove home and reminded me in a consistent manner that i was sissy cuckold.

And like the paradox that a cuckold's life is, i found people knowing both humiliating/shameful as well as exciting..

One of my goals for my blog if i am fortunate to become a cuckold again, is to remove that sense of privacy both of person and thoughts like the posting says. To be as public with my position in life as my partner wants and allows me to.