I am currently dating a wonderful woman who is not aware of my submissive and cuckold desires. I hope to slowly warm her up to the ideas. We shall see...
Here is an email that I put together about one year into being a cuckold about how I became one. I will be posting further about some of the subjects that I mention below, such as my wife's longest long term lover.
I hope you enjoy it.
Hello Luvr, Sir
You asked me to email you with information about how the channel and the website has changed my life. It has taken a few days to compose such an email...
My wife and i have been in the BDSM scene since we meet... but she wasn't computer literate. She always felt threatened that i was going to meet somebody via the Internet. i loved chatting on IRC... eventually she decided to get online savvy herself.
She had a (male) friend show her IRC and how to use it. She found herself loving the attention of other men. She has always been a switch (enjoyed playing both the dominant and submissive role). While online, she find herself truly enjoying the submissive role...
i helped her immensely to add the word slut to that... she loves being a submissive slut. One day she came on IRC and she found me in #0!fuckmyslut_bride. i found the channel thru the website. She started to visit the channel. She chatted with other men and became interested in meeting them. She informed me that she has always wanted her submission to men to include sex and now she wanted to actually do it. i agreed.
Her first online Master she found via a different Dalnet channel. She visited him by herself for a weekend in Reno, Nevada after chatting with him online and on the phone. His favorite sexual activity with my wife was to fuck her in the ass, something that i have only been allowed to experience a couple of times. During her first visit, they visited a swingers' bar, he required my wife to pick up a man, flirting with him, flashing him in the bar, drawing attention to her... Then my wife, her Master, and the new guy went back to the hotel room and my wife proceed to fuck somebody that she just meet an hour or so while her Master watched. That was the beginning of her being a slut, and fucking men that she had just meet.
Eventually she and i visited her Master for an entire weekend together. i was not allowed to wear clothing in his house except for my panties and feminine socks. i was required to say to her Master, "Take my wife, Sir. she is yours to do as you please"... and he did.
During that weekend, i watched my wife deep throat his cock over and over... Similar to the anal sex, something that she didn't do for me often, and there she was sucking his cock in front of me and truly enjoying it. Later that same day i watched him lube my wife's ass while they laid on his bed with me standing next to it... and slowly watched his cock push its way into my wife's ass. i watched his cock go in and out of her, his balls clenching every time he thrusted into her. My wife was moaning with pleasure, with him whispering in her ear about what a slut she was... and how her sissy husband was watching him take her ass... Eventually i saw his balls clench for the final time as his cum filled my wife's ass. My wife had convinced me at his request (i later found out) to allow him to fuck her without a condom when her fucked her in the ass (the first time i had agreed to such an idea, another step for me into being a cuckold!).
She spent the nights sleeping with him, snuggling with him, stroking his cock while i laid out on the couch. i couldn't sleep for a couple of reasons. The first being that i was jealousy of him being able to do things with my wife (getting his cock sucked, fucking her in the ass) that i had fantasied about but wasn't allowed to do... the other reason was the biggest of the two. i was extremely sexually excited, my 4.5" cockette was very hard and made it difficult to sleep. My wife's Master's cock of course was 7" in size.
Her servitude with that Master eventually ended, but very soon after that she meet another Master on IRC. Once again thru me... i had been talking with this man on IRC one night when she looked over my shoulder. Before i knew it, she was wearing his collar online. The new Master didn't live close enough for her to visit but that didn't matter. She and i had visited a local swingers club together before, though we didn't play sexually, both of us were too inhibited. She told her new Master the story and he came up with an order for her that i still can't believe...
Her Master required her to go to the swingers club (by herself). She was to inform the room of mostly men (both couples and single men were allowed in the club) that her Master had ordered her to allow 3 men (and only 3) to fuck her. She was not allowed to leave the club until she had 3 cocks fuck her pussy... also she was required prior to going to the club to shave her pussy completely clean... 3 men that night fucked my wife's bare pussy, while i sat at home waiting.
Just another step in my wife becoming a submissive slut for men other than myself... all started because of the conversations and chats that she had in #0!fuckmyslut_bride. A channel that she never would have visited if she hadn't found me in it.
Even though that servitude to that Master ended... her weekly visit to the swinger's club didn't. She has meet a man that is able to make her ejaculate from licking her shaved pussy. Something that makes her desire to go to the club again and again (i can't blame her). She has told me also about her first black man that has ever fucked her. She meet him at the club. He is about 6'6", former NFL lineman, dark skinned with a 12" cock. My wife told me that he was an exceptional lover, he was able to fuck her hard (while other people were watching, of course) with that big cock, knowing exactly how far to thrust into her pussy... she was sore the next morning from that fucking. i was probably sleeping at home when she had a black man holding her legs up in the air, stroking his cock into her pussy over and over.
She has meet at least 3 other men via IRC for a night of fucking and sucking. Before she goes out, she always shaves her pussy clean, requiring me to get her my shaving creme and razor for her... making sure that i am well aware of what she is doing, getting ready to get fucked well.
The final connection between me being a cuckold husband and my wife being a slut that exists with the channel #0!fuckmyslut_bride is that my wife meet her current lover in the channel. She has been seeing him for about 5 months or so now... she hasn't told me exactly but my wife has implied that he was a great cock... my impression is that it is at least 9" in length, twice the size of my cockette. She has told me that at times she has to beg him to stop fucking her because she starts cumming over and over and over. I have only been allowed to see her with another man once. She sees her current lover at least twice a month. She went on vacation with him just recently for a two week period...
What do i get out of this situation that i helped to create... i get the sexual humiliation excitement. i find myself wishing that i could be more involved in finding her men to fuck. To be allowed to watch them use her sexually. To some how buy her something, that is discreet but if you knew what to look for, you could tell that my wife is a submissive slut. i would love to help other men fuck my wife as well, getting them hard, inserting their cocks into my wife's pussy... and then document it via pictures, write-ups, information, etc for the rest of the world to see.
Pictures from the first time I ever got to see my wife with another man:
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